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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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Hi

I have 80 mg hydrocodone acetominphen and 1000mg trazadone. I'm thinking about mixing them but I want to be sure that if I do it at bedtime I'll be gone by morning and that it won't be too painful. I want to be certain I will die from the combinations. I saw it said this could cause serotonin syndrome which I don't really want to be my cause of death cause it sounds painful. I was hoping more for something like respiratory failure or something like that. Does anyone have any ideas about this!?
 
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Read up on the lethal dose of hydrocodone mg per kg. Trazodone is mostly useless unless your goal is serotonin syndrome, in which case, good luck - that sounds like an awful way to go. With all that acetaminophen your liver will also be in a precarious state and you might just sleep for a couple days then wake up into horrible pain and protracted liver failure.

Combining the hydrocodone with alcohol will make it more lethal. If you can, I'd suggest combining this with a more reliable method, like hanging or drowning. Why do you choose this method and not another?
 
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It most likely won't work.

You'd need to double the doses on both those AND consume like a bottle of alcohol AND benzos.
 
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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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Hi well I think I need to stick to legal methods of obtaining drugs for suicide so I'm trying to work with what I have. Im not brave and pretty scared even about oding on drugs so I don't think I could hang myself. Im thinking of sodium nitrite. Do u have to have anti emetics for that!? Can u give me idea of the amounts in cups versus grams?
 
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Hi well I think I need to stick to legal methods of obtaining drugs for suicide so I'm trying to work with what I have. Im not brave and pretty scared even about oding on drugs so I don't think I could hang myself. Im thinking of sodium nitrite. Do u have to have anti emetics for that!? Can u give me idea of the amounts in cups versus grams?
Why do you think you wouldn't be able to hang?
 
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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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I don't know! I feel really scared!
I just kind of wanted to go to sleep then die
 
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Welcome to the forum, to the club that no one wants to join.

Your plan is very unlikely to work. It is likely to give you serious liver damage from all the acetominophen. Overdosing on easily available pills almost never works - I'm talking about less than 3% of the time. Your chances of vomiting everything back up is very high.

We all dream of going to bed one night and passing peacefully in our sleep, but that is not reality.

There is a ton of information on this site, so if you're really determined, it's time to get reading.

No one here is going to give a newly registered member with no backstory an easy way out. You'll have to figure some stuff on your own.

But first, what brings you here? How did you find us? This place is full of supportive people, so talk to us.
 
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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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This link says 90 mg of hydrocodone is lethal and I have like 83mg of it. I really don't want to survive with liver damage. Are u sure combining the trazadone with hydrocodone wouldn't work!?
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Trazodone is mostly useless unless your goal is serotonin syndrome, in which case, good luck - that sounds like an awful way to go.
I've had severe serotonin syndrome (like I mixed two meds at very high doses that were contraindicated, I have no idea why neither my doctors nor pharmacist caught this) and let me tell you it was fucking MISERABLE. The beginning was ok and actually just felt like being on MDMA. But then it was scary and felt fucking awful. On top of it being awful, I was so fucking terrified. 0/10 absolutely wouldn't even want my worst enemy to do it.

When I was younger I took trazodone for sleep and I thought it was just a sleeping pill. I don't think people, myself included, realize that it's an SARI (very very similar to an SSRI). It's not fun and really sucks at high doses or combined with other meds.
 
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letmeouttoo

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Hi I previously posted that I had 80 mg hydrocodone and that one source claims the lethal dose is 90 mg. I could mix it with acetaminophen codiene #3. Do u think that would work?
 
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Hi I previously posted that I had 80 mg hydrocodone and that one source claims the lethal dose is 90 mg. I could mix it with acetaminophen codiene #3. Do u think that would work?
Don't even try. If the minimum lethal dose is 90mg, you should look to take about 5 times that amount to be sure it's going to work.

Take 80mg and survive, you may suffer some long lasting or permanent damage. I would highly recommend not attempting with this amount.
 
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It’s Time To Go

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Mar 9, 2022
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Hi

I have 80 mg hydrocodone acetominphen and 1000mg trazadone. I'm thinking about mixing them but I want to be sure that if I do it at bedtime I'll be gone by morning and that it won't be too painful. I want to be certain I will die from the combinations. I saw it said this could cause serotonin syndrome which I don't really want to be my cause of death cause it sounds painful. I was hoping more for something like respiratory failure or something like that. Does anyone have any ideas about this!?
Get very drunk, first.

The combination will be more effective.
 
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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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But if I get drunk I'm more likely to throw it all up! I think I have 300 mg codeine that I could add to my 83 mg hydrocodone.
 
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letmeouttoo

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Mar 4, 2022
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What about 83 mg hydrocodone and 180 mg codeine?
 
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80 mg hydrocodone is not lethal -- no way.
 

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