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Sanctioned Suicide is well worth a mass
- Jan 10, 2022
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Perhaps If I know what they say to others I can recognize the BS in them, kind of like Lucid Dreaming; realizing you are in a dream despite thinking it's real life.
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That's how I imagined it must be. Hopefully I won't be swayed by my mind's tricks when the time comes.I don't know how to explain it - an instinct doesn't come in a convenient form for verbalisation. It's just a vague all-consuming sense of foreboding that I mustn't die. It's not logical at all.
I like the wordplay there with freedom - clever.Muh family
Muh free dumb
Muh heritage
this is very informative. I don't relate much to members who are worried about si. maybe I don't have itin my case si takes over my mind. i cant control my body anymore its doing its own things. its like when you r drowning,you flapping your hands like crazy .the fear kicks in. you dont know why and what you are doing (everythings so surreal), theres nothing in your mind just wanting to stop what u r doing . si speaks with you that everythings not that bad and that theres possiblility to change things and si tricks your mind in believing that . when you sobering up from si everythings falls where it was before. never ending cycle
I thought I didnt have it too until I was about to try something I know is going to be 100% guaranteed a permanent decision or mess me up badly.this is very informative. I don't relate much to members who are worried about si. maybe I don't have it
do you mind sharing more details? what truly stopped you? it would be helpful. I don't see many posts about failed attemptsI thought I didnt have it too until I was about to try something I know is going to be 100% guaranteed a permanent decision or mess me up badly.
A feeling of hesitance. Dont take me wrong, I was deadset on my schedule to CTB and had everything prepared already. But the moment I knew I cant go wrong with my attempt, there's just this feeling of last moment hesitation like you want to let go of everything but at the same time you dont want to.do you mind sharing more details? what truly stopped you? it would be helpful. I don't see many posts about failed attempts
Hope is a beggar.Hope.
Practice makes perfect.That it isn't that bad or I can work this out! Things will get better etc is how it usually pans out for me. I need something really traumatic to push my hand considering I have a ready method on hand but don't have the drive to go about it
It's a fucker isn't it.Hope is a beggar.
Hope walks through the fire, faith leaps over it.
this is a very good idea!!!!Practice makes perfect.
My next one, will be the one.
If hope is a beggar than faith is an arrogant cheater...Hope is a beggar.
Hope walks through the fire, faith leaps over it.