Discussion What difficulties are you having with your current method?

[DoesANameEvenMatter]

I've switched back to night night and right now my only problem is the lack of depth/pressure being applied on the arteries. I have tried tourniquet but the wooden spoon I was using broke as I was twisting so maybe I'll try it again in the future. How about you guys? What method-related issues are preventing you from CTB?

 

[k75]

The method I'd prefer isn't recommended, which really sucks. I'm having trouble deciding on a Plan B. Nothing feels right. It's very frustrating.

 

[DoesANameEvenMatter]

The method I'd prefer isn't recommended, which really sucks. I'm having trouble deciding on a Plan B. Nothing feels right. It's very frustrating.

Damn that really does suck. I don't know your circumstances but have you tried looking into other methods mentioned in the Last Five Acts? I put off reading it until today and I honestly wish I'd read it sooner. It explains everything in great detail, like what the method is, how it works, what it does, what materials work best, as well as providing cases of successful suicides using those methods. If you're not in a rush to CTB, I really recommend reading through it. Hopefully one of the methods mentioned within can act as your Plan B.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Since I am not going to do this at home due because someone lives here I have to find another place like rent a car.

 

[Ritter]

I've got everything ordered or already here for an exit bag. I should have it here and tested by the end of the week...
I think my biggest issue is figuring if that's the way I want to go, the idea of being found with a bag over my head...idk why that bothers me and I know it will bother my family. Personally I don't care how I die at the end of the day but I know my friends and family will...otherwise I'd just use one of my guns. I'm considering N so that it's less disturbing for them but the difficulties in obtaining it and the risks...idk.

Making my exit as least painful for my family as possible is the only reason I'm still here tbh, getting everything together (will, assets, debts, personal effects..)

 

[mathieu]

I've ordered and reordered N but it hasn't arrived.

 

[pole]

literally waiting on saving up for N. i wish i had the money. but im just yet another broke student.

 

[lonelymess]

I've ordered and reordered N but it hasn't arrived.

that´s awful. could it be just delayed maybe? or was this longer ago?

 

[woxihuanni]

Shopping long distance problems. Not for too long hopefully.

 

[lonelymess]

For me its also getting acces to N and meto btw. I thought about SN but after reading al lot about it, I am too scared to use SN (also cannot buy it anywhere around here).
I live alone so the place won't be an issue. Feel sorry for those who have to go elsewhere to ctb without disturbance, must be tough, my heart goes out to you.

 

[Juicebox]

USPS is taking forever to get my method to me

 

[woxihuanni]

For me its also getting acces to N and meto btw. I thought about SN but after reading al lot about it, I am too scared to use SN (also cannot buy it anywhere around here).
I live alone so the place won't be an issue. Feel sorry for those who have to go elsewhere to ctb without disturbance, must be tough, my heart goes out to you.

Yeah the upside is, once we get to stay alone and do it, some evil freaks like me will enjoy the idea of the inconvenience we make.

Because that is all I can create in anybody's life, inconvenience.

 

[calendulo]

In my own case the most difficulty is just do it.
And still worse, my neighbour asked me on sunday to keep some stuffs into my home for a week and as I can not say no, i had not any excuse.................sounds a joke, but it is truth, really.

I am afraid that everything is a huge screwed up.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

My 2 methods:
Hanging:
I can't find my cartorid arteries, I can't even get close to passing out and it's very fucking frustrating.
Jumping:
The closest cliff to me is 80 foot. There's a big chance of me surviving that.
The next one is 200 foot and an hour away. I can't get over my SI for that one, but I really want to

 

[spiderman_32]

I've got everything ordered or already here for an exit bag. I should have it here and tested by the end of the week...
I think my biggest issue is figuring if that's the way I want to go, the idea of being found with a bag over my head...idk why that bothers me and I know it will bother my family. Personally I don't care how I die at the end of the day but I know my friends and family will...otherwise I'd just use one of my guns. I'm considering N so that it's less disturbing for them but the difficulties in obtaining it and the risks...idk.

Making my exit as least painful for my family as possible is the only reason I'm still here tbh, getting everything together (will, assets, debts, personal effects..)

Hi,
When someone commits suicide, their family members are ridden with guilt, in the form of the question "what could I have done?" So leaving a suicide note with the message that counteracts that thought will be very helpful.

Yeah the upside is, once we get to stay alone and do it, some evil freaks like me will enjoy the idea of the inconvenience we make.

Because that is all I can create in anybody's life, inconvenience.

Most people here have psychological disturbances, created by others being inconvenient to them (but a much bigger scale, like a trauma), so don't exclude the incidence and severity of others inconvenience created towards you

 

[Astral316]

I'm at a homeless shelter so I need an address to send the rope to when I order one online. I have to wait til I move into my apartment.

On the plus side, I'm trading partial for full suspension as it'll be a "one and done" thing instead of going through all the trial and error of partial. I found the perfect tree to do it at and a wooden stool is a few feet from it's location so there ya go.

 

[Anon]

My problem is not so well sealed tank with water washing fumes from acids (CO method). Im idiot i dont know how to use glue in right way.

 

[deathislove]

Damn that really does suck. I don't know your circumstances but have you tried looking into other methods mentioned in the Last Five Acts? I put off reading it until today and I honestly wish I'd read it sooner. It explains everything in great detail, like what the method is, how it works, what it does, what materials work best, as well as providing cases of successful suicides using those methods. If you're not in a rush to CTB, I really recommend reading through it. Hopefully one of the methods mentioned within can act as your Plan B.

Is there a link u can shoot

 

[DoesANameEvenMatter]

Is there a link u can shoot

Load.to - Five Last Acts (2015).pdf

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[EmptySteph62]

My current method is hanging and I'm stuck now between partial and full suspension. If I go with full I need to find a location but if i go with partial I'm scared I'll fuck it up and be saved.

 

[deathislove]

My current method is hanging and I'm stuck now between partial and full suspension. If I go with full I need to find a location but if i go with partial I'm scared I'll fuck it up and be saved.

If u do full suspension choose a place that has a sturdy structure to support your weight and preferably that is relatively high so that when you jump, you choke faster or maybe even snap your neck. Partial suspension, that ones tricky. Why dont you try it in the night? If anybody does find you it won't be until the morning and by then it will be too late. I hope u succeed with hanging or something else<3

 

[Mr2005]

If I go to a shooting range I've got to hope I get a moment alone and he doesn't catch on. If I jump from a bridge it better be high enough

 

[John Smith]

My 2 methods:
Hanging:
I can't find my cartorid arteries, I can't even get close to passing out and it's very fucking frustrating.
Jumping:
The closest cliff to me is 80 foot. There's a big chance of me surviving that.
The next one is 200 foot and an hour away. I can't get over my SI for that one, but I really want to

Have you tried full suspension or just partial? What ligature are you using?

 

[SweetSpot086]

I've switched back to night night and right now my only problem is the lack of depth/pressure being applied on the arteries. I have tried tourniquet but the wooden spoon I was using broke as I was twisting so maybe I'll try it again in the future. How about you guys? What method-related issues are preventing you from CTB?

Were you able you able to pass out with the torniquet or feel dizzy or not?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Have you tried full suspension or just partial? What ligature are you using?

Partial and a rope with slipknot

 

[tlcmi]

My method's sn. I can't get h2 blocker drugs because they're not sold over the counter in my country and on top of that I'm not even sure if my sn's gonna survive customs.
I'm trying to come up with a plan b but nothing feels right.

 

[woxihuanni]

I am having no end of difficulties! Including the fact that I chose a painful OD.

 

[welshie84]

Purity

 

[EmptySteph62]

If u do full suspension choose a place that has a sturdy structure to support your weight and preferably that is relatively high so that when you jump, you choke faster or maybe even snap your neck. Partial suspension, that ones tricky. Why dont you try it in the night? If anybody does find you it won't be until the morning and by then it will be too late. I hope u succeed with hanging or something else<3

Thank you, I think if my last ditch plan to live doesn't work then I'm going to try partial at night. Thank you! <3

 

[BridgeJumper]

I want to either jump off a bridge or hang myself off it, the problem is I cant let go of the ledge