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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I have no idea why, but I first read it as "cut the bag". I still keep reading it that way, and I feel silly reading it like that in my head. Anyone else?
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,395
Before getting on here I always thought it stood for cease to breathe.
 
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zzzameron

Member
Feb 17, 2019
12
I thought it was "kick the bucket" before I realized kick started with a k lol...
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I always read it as 'cease to be' or 'cease to breathe' lol
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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I thought it was "kick the bucket" before I realized kick started with a k lol...

Me totally too

I thought no one on here could spell 'kick'
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
I went from not knowing of it to suddenly knowing of it in its entirety.
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Yours all made so much more sense than mine. I posted this hoping to feel better, but now I feel even sillier lol. I blame it on spending way too much time reading about exit bags
 
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favourite

favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
what's even the origin of "ctb"?
 
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Yours all made so much more sense than mine. I posted this hoping to feel better, but now I feel even sillier lol. I blame it on spending way too much time reading about exit bags

I feel silly for thinking people couldn't spell 'kick' - you have nothing to worry about :-)
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
what's even the origin of "ctb"?
I think it was always just a polite way of saying "dead". It was always how my grandpa referred to dying, and he never meant suicide by it.
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
I'm new. What does it mean?
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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lemmeeleev

lemmeeleev

Still here
Nov 29, 2018
927
I have no idea why, but I first read it as "cut the bag". I still keep reading it that way, and I feel silly reading it like that in my head. Anyone else?
I had no idea when I joined, looked it up on Google lol cause I couldn't even imagine what it would stand for.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,663
I didn't know and didn't guess, but I assumed it may have something to do with suicide. After reading it, and finding out I was still perplexed, but then it made sense that it was jargon for suicide and the explanation made sense logically. Catch means to attempt and bus means death, thus it means attempt to get death.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,440
I kept reading it as cbt and wincing every few minutes.
Afterwards I thought it's something akin to SN.
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I knew it was suicide, but I had no idea what the acronym stood for, until someone spelled out "catch the bus" in a post. I felt enlightened :D
 
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Kyrok

Kyrok

Paragon
Nov 6, 2018
970
Figured it was either "curate tinfoil bastards" or "clean terrific burritos"
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
Literally catching the bus.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
Figured it was either "curate tinfoil bastards" or "clean terrific burritos"

@Kyrok i prefer your version tbh
I like burritos
 
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daemonblight

Member
Jun 26, 2018
82
Conditional Turn Based (the battle system from Final Fantasy X)
 
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Lady Euthanasia

Lady Euthanasia

Member
Jul 24, 2018
41
That saying originated from the A.S.H. community which in the beginning belonged in the Alts (the 8th one specifically), rarely anybody preferred to talk about it since the topics were controversial and dark. One user once questioned the reasoning behind high rates of suicide on holidays thus begun the Usenet newsgroup (unmoderated) alt.suicide.holiday where soonly after people started sharing methods, support, pro-choice views...etc. (besides, exist other terminologies such as "ticket" - to have all the tools ready for a successful death; "Sorry you are here" - the usual greeting; "bus stop" - the place where you decide to continue with this decision/rather the opposite or simply preparing the necessities to reach the end; had it´s roots from there too although not so many utilize the latter these days). The alt.suicide.bus.stop has been derived from ash, on dalnet there is a chatroom (quite deserted), one exists in google groups although wouldn´t recommend visiting since it became infested with trolls and pro-lifers plus others although not sure if they still exist since I do not speak German.
A little bit of internet history haha
 
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Trulysorry

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Dec 31, 2018
95
I had no clue what it meant.. read through tons of threads before I caught on
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
I had no clue what it meant.. read through tons of threads before I caught on

Same for me with the phrase "N from A"
Though I obviously realised A was Amazon quite quickly
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
I'm not sure how I found out anymore … I know it was on the old S.S. on Reddit.
I don't think I asked but maybe read someone else's question on there. ;)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,411
Before getting on here I always thought it stood for cease to breathe.

I have heard that one before also but I didn't think of that one either.
 
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JustAboutDone

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