A womans embrace,love,feeling wanted and needed by her,companionship,warmth etc. Second to that it's cars. All the rest i don't care for anymore. The first one i searched for all my life and got way too little.. to me it aint worth living without. (I know there's people arround who can but i'm not one)
Dancing in nature.
Dancing Zouk.
Devouring / being devoured by someone I am connected to.
Moments I actually enjoyed teaching and connecting with my students (especially the 6th graders .. they could be so cute and sweet).
I don't know.
The computer? Mmmm ... Zelda? My ex? My ex-job? Diazepam? Alcohol? Concerts? My cats? My cats another time? My cats? can't I get enough of my cats? Making love with my ex? Learning? Being a boy and my parents together and enloved? Looking for news about space? Hugs? Look to the eyes of someone you are in love? Pancakes with lemon & sugar? Friends together? Berlin? gardens of Berlin? Berlin? Berlin? Concerts in Berlin? Wine with friends in Berlin? Music.
I don't know. I prefer to go away and avoid hurts.
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voyager, Nemeshisu, Epsilon0 and 3 others
Have a few lovely memories, but I think what all have in common was feeling a part of this world. So, to me it was being healthy, how my mind functioned and how I perceived life because of it. I could float on music. My imagination would materialise stories. My thoughts were free. I'd suck up life with all senses. My memories were vivid. Now it's all shroud, doesn't even feel real.
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mesohappy, Nemeshisu, C_F and 1 other person
I just thought of something. When winter came, when I was a kid, and that first snow fell, and I would sit with my nose pressed hard against the window pane looking up. Oh that first snow... It held such promise of magic and wonderful things to come. I would give worlds to feel that pure joy and excitement one more time...
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