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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
I dreamt that I was lost in a maze of mirrors. Woke up sweating.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Just woke up from drinking sodium nitrite the stuff is so bitter I remember foaming then passing out then I woke up
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Funny enough that I was hated by an entire community. Go figure
 
RottingFlowerBrains

RottingFlowerBrains

Student
Sep 10, 2018
193
That some parcels came to my door and they were all in pizza boxes
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
I found my best friend again.
 
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Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
138
My dreams usually torture me, or I dont remember them at all.
I've actually written today's one down.
It's rather long though, and sometimes makes little sense, since it's a dream. Well you can skip to the ending, it's the most important part anyways.
Here goes nothing.


So, I think it begins at the airport of sorts, where due to a mistake in our visas, we (me and my girlfriend then) were turned down and sent a certain camp for people who have nowhere to go at the moment. (We were on our way to Japan, this happened a year ago, while we were still together, although we obviously didn't encounter any problems back then.)
Then the dream cuts, and we find ourselves at the camp, there are people everywhere as far as eye can see, usually just sitting on the ground and leaning against a wall of some nearby buildings.
Most of them have luggage with them as well, and all of them look heavily down in spiritis.
I remember I sat next to a guy, and then another couple who were slightly older than us. I do not know where she was at the moment but she was not present.
I was disscussing the reason of being turned down by the airport with the guy next to me, and upon his closer inspection, he pointed out the mistake, which turned out to be my fault completely.
At this moment my girlfriend returns, and having overheard that, takes the visas so she can confirm the errors I made.
And then I fully know it's over. I can feel her instant disappointment, and before she gets to read anything, I stand up and walk away without a word.
My path takes me to a certain small department store located in the middle of the camp, and there a realization dawns upon me. That is, I remember this reality, and that I come from it. It is still unknown to me that I am in a dream though.
I fall to my knees, realizing that soon after she reads the papers, she'll break up with me, because I ruined it all.
And in my mind go thoughts that I will lose her again, whether this is my fate? And if it it always has to end like this? (Knowing that even though its a different reality, I am about to lose her again, just as I did in this one in the future.)
At which point I hear her voice somewhere far behind me, she's talking to one of the clerks, giving them my description and asking if they had seen me. The clerk points in my direction, but at that moment I have already come close enough to them so she doesn't have to look for me.
She turns to me, hands me the visas, visibly looking exhausted and disappointed, then simply says: "I am going home."
I knew that this will happen, is what rushes through my mind, overcame with defeat.
I walk her outside, and then the idea to yet save all of this hits me.
"Would you believe me, that, perhaps, I come from the future?" I say in a somewhat sad tone.
She stops walking and turns to me, first she gives me a strange expression, tired, mixed with puzzlement. After a second or two though, a certain vision or idea forms in her mind, her eyes start suddenly looking much sadder than before, with a certain tint of forgiveness. And then she looks to me for an answer.
I somehow knew that the thing on her mind, is that, during the flight, the plane might have crashed, and that either her or both of us have died.
It's not the same as the reality I knew will happen, where we will eventually break up after coming home after some time, nonethless I became overcame with the feelings from this reality, seeing in her eyes the forgiveness, and knowing I still have a chance to make everything right, because at the moment, she still loves me.
I realized that, at this very moment, she is still mine.
Before I knew it, tears were running down my cheeks.
I embraced her, tightly as ever, and in a half broken tone of voice, uttered these words.

"I've missed you so much."



And then I wake up, without her by my side, yet again.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
No dreams last night that I remember.
 
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Julia Ofelia

Julia Ofelia

Member
Jul 18, 2018
10
Recently, I had a dream that someone broke into my house through the window and threatened to kill me. I remember walking into the room and seeing his face staring at me from behind the window, he looked like quite a crazy fella. Now, the question is: why did I feel scared dreaming that? If it were to happen for real, that would be "a dream come true", if you know what I mean. ;>
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

Student
Aug 29, 2018
133
I had a sleep paralysis dream last night. I was in bed and I couldn't move or wake up. I could feel my self lifting of the ground. Floating in a way. Like I was in zero gravity. As I went to the roof. It was so surreal. Then I tried grabbing my phone. I tried so hard. I thought I grabbed it and was trying to see it in my hand but it wasn't there. I finally managed to pull myself out. Must of lasted about 30 mins. Was some crazy stuff. Too sleep deprevied.
 
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ParamitePie

ParamitePie

Experienced
Oct 11, 2018
218
Riding on a train into the city, and when I got off I was the only person at the station. I went up the escalator but the exit was blocked. I returned, fell down the escalator and woke up.
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
You so lucky if you still remember your dreams.
I dont think if I had a single dream in 2018 at all...
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
So my ex boyfriend went missing, and he wasn't replying to texts or anything. So I tracked him down and he had been kidnapped and drugged by this weird group and his phone broken so noone could get in touch with him. There were a lot of people lying in beds in rows like he was. I tried to rescue him but they got him back and then tried to get me.

I spread the word amongst people and we kidnapped one of the group members and were planning to do a siege to get all these drugged people back..

...and then I woke up.

My dreams are so fucking stressful.
 
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Kirakishou

Kirakishou

where is the truth?
Nov 1, 2018
46
I had a strange dream, it keeps reoccurring. I was in this beautiful garden with giant fountains and everything seemed to move really fast. eventually i come across a fancy bridge decorated with potted plants, my sister is always standing on the other side. when i get about half way i run faster but i don't get anywhere, its really frustrating, i am never able to get over that bridge.
 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
I don't remember my dream from last night D:
 
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GeenaPup

GeenaPup

Heroin addicted hopeless and need a good method.
Nov 2, 2018
4
That I was in love. 3 nights in a row. I normally ha e just nightmares/night terrors. It felt so good being happy in the dream. Waking up was so heartbreaking. My relationship is toxic as we both use heroin.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Last night's dream was that I had an amputation on both of my forearms, and I spent the dream crying and trying to learn to adapt to my new disability, both how to pick up and write things and also the fear of being noticed by others.

I woke up and have never been more grateful for my hands!
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
I dreamt about my ex,
I went to his house to pick up clothes and his gf was there
I can't think about them I usually block it out completely.
Thanks brain.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
I stole 18 million pounds from a bank and was on the run
 
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LostitAll

LostitAll

Member
Oct 30, 2018
51
Oddly enough I never remember my dreams.
Apparently, I can't even dream of being happy.
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
I was running from someone when he found me and he pointed the gun at me, the only thing I could say (or think, I'm not sure if he had time to say the words in the dream) was "not yet!", I had not yet deleted my files, cleaned up my things, thrown away what needed to be thrown away and not fired, as I will do before I die. I was worried about dying without having prepared myself before.

When the shot came, I felt myself falling on the floor while everything darkened.
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
My dreams are becoming more and more vivid lately.
My latest dream I was living in the jungle and a tiger started to attack me, I avoided too much harm and locked it in my jungle house. As soon as I was outside I was approached by two small and surprisingly soft monkeys, I pick them up and took them to my neighbor who apparently owned them. I told her about my tiger problem and she told me to call the ranger, she also had a cat with cerebral palsy and I gave it lots of pets. The end.
 
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iHeartRockArt

iHeartRockArt

Wizard
Sep 21, 2018
608
I wish I knew. I rarely remember my dreams unless they're horrible nightmares!
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
ULTRAVIOLENCE

I need some good memories for once damn this
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Some idiotic horror like always. This time a had a dream where 2 strange creatures and 1 flying japanese doll were chasing me. What's your favorite kind of dreams, guys ? I love those with just black screen and full absence of noise.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
I dreamt that I was Jesus's daughter. He was being crucified and I felt deep sadness and love for him
(I'm not religious btw but I do admire Jesus)
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I dreamt that I had lots of friends to talk to and I was having fun. Then I woke up to an empty flat and loneliness like I do every day.
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
I dreamed that I was in the mental hospital again and they were giving me huge pills and I tried to not swallow them and hide them somehow. But I had to choose between the pills I was taking so I wouldn't get withdrawal from my ssri. And then I dreamed that they let me go outside and I just took all my stuff and tried to run away. Thankfully I realized that it was a dream because I got no messages from my work :D
Hope it won't happen in real life, that's why I'm posting this.
 
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