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Walilamdzi
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- Mar 21, 2019
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I get what you are trying to say. Having derealization doesn't help getting that sensation away lol. Everything seems fake and Unreal but also kinda not? It's just weird. Anyway I love your nickname and your avatar (gotta love Beetlejuice/Tim Burton)I wish I could remember my dreams. I remember I used to have some really vivid dreams with complex and random content. It seemed so magical to me because I couldn't believe it was simply my brain producing it. Anymore, I simply forget what I had been dreaming upon awakening. I know I'm still having them though.
Speaking of dreams... It feels a little strange to me to go back and mentally replay the steps I took after waking up. I've been purposely paying particular attention to the details of a moment so that I can try to recall them later. It's weird noticing how everything "lapses" by and the moments that once seemed so real quickly passes away into ghost-like memories. I know that sounds a little stupid. I'm trying to verbalize something that seems peculiar. Reality has a certain strangeness about it that seems akin to a dream. In my mind, I think of objects as being objectively "solid" and real, but it seems fairly evident this could not be true. It is but it isn't. So what makes something real? Does that make sense? If you've read this far then have fun playing with this little mental experiment today.
Row, row, row your boat...