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Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
I like listening to music and playing games. To cope with the feelings I cut myself throughout the day.
I never understood cutting. I've always been afraid of infection so risking infection by cutting myself always put me off if.
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
@Kdawg2018 is my hero and pulls me through each dreadful day of existence. If it weren't for her, things would be so much worse

That's so nice ❤️
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,920
Great show indeed, the best along with Game of Thrones. Also..
When all you do is help people but you love key wanna die rick and morty meeseeks
 
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Lil_Intro_Vert

Lil_Intro_Vert

she/they
Oct 15, 2018
195
Not wanting to hurt those around me, music, video games, and self harm
 
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Lil_Intro_Vert

Lil_Intro_Vert

she/they
Oct 15, 2018
195
I never understood cutting. I've always been afraid of infection so risking infection by cutting myself always put me off if.
for me infection isn't something that worries me a whole lot, and the benefits outweigh the risks imo. But I'm not about to encourage self harm lmao, it's not the most healthy coping mechanism
 
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Scottishchef

Scottishchef

Member
Jan 17, 2019
90
Work as keeps me from thinking but with it being quiter thoughts creep in and finishing earlier isnt helping
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I never understood cutting. I've always been afraid of infection so risking infection by cutting myself always put me off if.

Everyone's reasons for self harm are different, but for me personally it is a way to cope with feelings of loneliness, rejection and self hatred. I also like being covered in scars for some reason.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Eating crap & thinking about ctb
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
@meeck Ellie is a little bit of a chonk! Super cute.

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Right now it's securing the funds to go through with everything. Thinking about CTB is getting me a bit by. Playing some games or hanging out with the animals in our house is another way of me temporarily holding off. If I weren't around my puppers constantly, I don't think I would be in a good state of mind. The animals are very therapeutic for me.
 
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NoReasonToLive

NoReasonToLive

Member
Jan 16, 2019
55
My best friends, music, sleeping, self harm and thinking bout ctb...
 
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AhG

AhG

La vie est tout sauf un rêve
Jan 24, 2019
313
Video games. It takes my mind away from my soon to be ex wife... (hopefully not) But then my friends get off because they have stuff to do and then I'm alone again.
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
Reading.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
bagels and cream cheese
I just started getting into that again myself. SO good. What kind of bagels & what kind of cream cheeses do you like? I like egg bagels with a lot of either plain or strawberry cream cheese. Sometimes I'll get vegetable cream cheese. If I'm feeling extra gluttonous, I'll get one of those big asiago cheese bagels.
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
I just started getting into that again myself. SO good. What kind of bagels & what kind of cream cheeses do you like? I like egg bagels with a lot of either plain or strawberry cream cheese. Sometimes I'll get vegetable cream cheese. If I'm feeling extra gluttonous, I'll get one of those big asiago cheese bagels.

I just went through a few containers of vegetable cream cheese over the last week and on everything bagels. Chive and onion cream cheese used to top the list but one time the chives and onions were dry and I never went back. I think later today i'm going to buy asiago cheese bagels and hummus.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I just went through a few containers of vegetable cream cheese over the last week and on everything bagels. Chive and onion cream cheese used to top the list but one time the chives and onions were dry and I never went back. I think later today i'm going to buy asiago cheese bagels and hummus.
Oooh, everything bagels are good. That's what my mom always gets. Sesame bagels are good too, come to think of it. Ooh, I've never tried hummus on a bagel. I've been on a real hummus streak lately. I was putting down at least a container or 2 a week, and now I think I'm ready for a new snack must-have.
 
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newdawnfades

newdawnfades

Member
Jan 16, 2019
58
Daydreaming
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
@stellabelle @Kdawg2018 @SS
 
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JustAboutDone

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2019
3,532
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
My job ... 9hrs/day of keeping my mind off of things. Time at home/weekends are hell compared to working (however odd this may seem). I have no money left to pursue happiness in my spare time.
 
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leaps

leaps

FUNERAL
Jan 16, 2019
250
Music
 
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Othermind

Othermind

-
Dec 26, 2018
301
Booze.
I mean I have a few friend I hang out with almost daily, but we also drink together, so yeah.
 
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Kdawg2018

Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
I'm not getting through the day! What is this even? I can't tell the difference between real life and internet anymore. I started living my life online. Also, other SS friends, but Imma scared cuz they all wanna die. @Aesthler @stellabelle
 
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K

kkatt

Paragon
Nov 12, 2018
967
Same things that got me through 80% of life (this obviously includes the childhood years).
Illegal substances. However shit it gets,I just don't learn.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Playing the Sims while listening to ridiculous amounts of true crime videos on YouTube
 
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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
Reading your threads.
 
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DeadlyLiving

DeadlyLiving

I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
Jan 1, 2019
152
Music, my pets and video games.
 
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porksoda

porksoda

Member
Jan 28, 2019
20
My dogs, listening to podcasts, my partner. It's a struggle lately.
 
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netrezven

Mage
Dec 13, 2018
515
my kids, next: driving fast, very loud music in car, work, money, adrenaline...always works...
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Insulated clothing, it's friggin' freezing here. It's my family. I have no complaints at all, they are the reason I'll endure through some pain first.
 
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