What could save you?

[Flying Away]

For me it's a very simple thing but seems impossible to achieve. Today I plan to ctb but would love to have that one person to step in.

 

[Caterpillar]

What is it for you friend?

What is it for you friend?

I know I'm a virtual nobody from the internet, but is there anything I could do?

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing. I don't want to be 'saved'. Staying alive is just prolonging suffering. No matter what, non existence will always be preferable to any kind of life and it's all I want. Life is simply not for me in every single way.

 

[Hurt]

Dying is the only thing that can't stop me from being miserable.

 

[outrider567]

Nothing and Nobody

 

[Shu]

Nothing at all.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

For me it's a very simple thing but seems impossible to achieve. Today I plan to ctb but would love to have that one person to step in.

N or SN or co could save me from this wretched existence of struggling as an always hungry, fragile, small animal

 

[finish.me]

If I could have feelings again

 

[akana]

a time machine to realise how gaslit and abused i got. love. and understanding.

 

[DesperateStruggler]

Maybe had someone been there for me as a kid when I needed help the most I wouldn't be here to begin with, but even now my salvation could very well be possible, by one or two things, so close yet so far, though I'm not holding my breath for a delusion to come true.

 

[Al_stargate]

If I could go back in time that would help me, but I don't think that's possible.

 

[Shu]

If I could go back in time that would help me, but I don't think that's possible.

Yeah this would probably help. Going back in time knowing what we know now.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I wish I knew. The only thing that probably could have saved me is if I had been miscarried or aborted before I was born. Sucks that didn't happen.

 

[that_guy2611]

finding a nice girl who is wife material and getting 'adopted' by her family because mine is small and absolutely shit.

 

[la fin de tout]

I'm overdue for a considerable win, I want to wake up one morning noticing I didn't think about my ex or my parent's cancer the day before. Maybe a crumb of genuine external validation where I don't feel completely invisible could maybe save me? Idk it's almost been a year of trying and nothing changes.

 

[Life_and_Death]

My exSO but... Idk if I want him back

 

[Darkover]

absolutely fuck all i am doomed from the moment i was born to live a miserable lifetime on this shitty horrible earth

 

[PigeonDreamzz]

For me it's a very simple thing but seems impossible to achieve. Today I plan to ctb but would love to have that one person to step in.

Only you can save yourself but I refuse. So nothing can save me. I'm looking forward to death

 

[Sans]

A life saving surgical treatment to make me able bodied and not have a micro penis. Unfortunately, such a treatment does not exist, so I'm doomed to CTB.

 

[No Entertainment]

N or SN or co could save me from this wretched existence of struggling as an always hungry, fragile, small animal

What is co?

Only you can save yourself but I refuse. So nothing can save me. I'm looking forward to death

How do you change the color of your texts like that?

 

[hellispink]

Nothing. Humans are selfish and we live in a cruel world ruled by money and power while there is evilness, hungry people and more and no one does nothing about it. This world is sick. Nothing can fix it at all.

 

[Guend]

I would say the 1% that for now is keeping me alive as I seek my end. It wouldn't hurt to go back in time and change things.

 

[want2dienow]

Death

 

[nixdeath]

A loving family in my childhood and being cisgender.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

A big pile of money

 

[blue_muse]

Nothing. I checked out mentally so long ago, that now my body's just going through the motions.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

finding a nice girl who is wife material and getting 'adopted' by her family because mine is small and absolutely shit.

Damn, are you me? Not having a family or any support is one of my biggest reasons for ctb. If my family members weren't abusive (disowned me) or dead, living would be much more feasible because I wouldn't be forced to fight for scraps on my own in a world that is severely unkind to disabled people.

Any romantic interest of mine has always had family they are ambivalent about and seek to be independent from. Men I've been with (and women) have never understood how terrible it feels to be without a family. My desire for one makes no sense to them because they take what they have for granted.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Maybe: The curing of my chronic pain, elimination of anxiety, and a reasonable level of daily functioning.

 

[MountainMonkey]

money

 

[akana]

and people not underestimating how deep my feelings for life are/were and how much i love life and learning and people being honest with me I crave and love that shit