Help what could $40 get me?

[butterscotch]

i have a bit of change saved rn. what's the best thing i could buy with $40? i care more about my method being effective than painless.

i was eyeing down rope awhile, but i just don't have anything to hang it off.

is there any accessible drug or something? i don't think SN is realistically accessible for me.

seriously, i'm open to anything

 

[WornOutLife]

I think there's nothing which is peaceful for that amount of money.
What about enduring life for some more time so as to save more money?

 

[Mentalmick]

If you're not bothered by pain, there's plenty of sharp objects you could buy.

 

[butterscotch]

I think there's nothing which is peaceful for that amount of money.
What about enduring life for some more time so as to save more money?

i don't even know what i'd be saving up for.
i don't live alone, i don't have my own income. it has to be discrete.

on a side note, the words "enduring life" fill me with dread. how did i even get to this point

If you're not bothered by pain, there's plenty of sharp objects you could buy.

the very last resort

 

[HopelessFight]

May I ask where you're from? I assume the US, since you're talking about dollars?

 

[butterscotch]

May I ask where you're from? I assume the US, since you're talking about dollars?

yes, the US

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

SN is a legal substance in the US.

 

[butterscotch]

SN is a legal substance in the US.

is there a website i could order everything i need off of?
i know you needed like 2 other things with it.

i've never bought drugs myself. is it even discrete? probably not

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

is there a website i could order everything i need off of?
i know you needed like 2 other things with it.

i've never bought drugs myself. is it even discrete? probably not

With enough digging you can still find legal distributors here in the U.S. Before, just from a simple google search you could find many. Now they're beginning to make access harder though. In my experience the bing search engine tends not to filter out results. Most of the main ones like LW & A took it off the market completely though. It's discrete enough since many people use it as a curing salt for meat preservation. Ordering a small amount doesn't raise suspicion, ordering a massive amount is when attention starts to be drawn towards you. The other materials needed from my experience are not readily available without some type of prescription (since they're pretty strong in their effects) so the dark web is where to find those things. I'm just turned off by ordering anything from the dark web because I don't have experience and it seems too convoluted imo (x has to go y for y to go to z) and if anything goes wrong your materials can get seized by customs

 

[NoMoreMorbidity]

is there a website i could order everything i need off of?
i know you needed like 2 other things with it.

i've never bought drugs myself. is it even discrete? probably not

@butterscotch It's on Amazon, Amazon Sodium Nitrite And it's less than 40 dollars.