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hopeless08
Arcanist
- Dec 8, 2023
- 492
I don't want to die I just wish I wouldn't be in this excruciating emotional pain and have a chance of being happy but I know that will never happen so I have no option but to ctb. Last night I was thinking if I actually had the method in my hands how would I feel and I felt terrified. I'm scared of what's going to happen once I'm dead.
What are people's thoughts on this?
Are you guys afraid of the afterlife?
What do you guys believe will happen?
I wish there was a method as easy as taking one pill cause that way I won't have time to be nervous, scared and have the survival instinct kick in. Methods that you have to do some preparation I know will give you more time to freak out and think, worry. I just wish I could take one pill in the morning when reality hits and the pain is unbearable that the impulse is so strong and within a second be gone.
That would be ideal.
I'm wondering what you guys are thinking, feeling.
What are people's thoughts on this?
Are you guys afraid of the afterlife?
What do you guys believe will happen?
I wish there was a method as easy as taking one pill cause that way I won't have time to be nervous, scared and have the survival instinct kick in. Methods that you have to do some preparation I know will give you more time to freak out and think, worry. I just wish I could take one pill in the morning when reality hits and the pain is unbearable that the impulse is so strong and within a second be gone.
That would be ideal.
I'm wondering what you guys are thinking, feeling.