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Suicidebydeath
No chances to be happy - dead inside
- Nov 25, 2021
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Possible trigger warnings: bullying, humans are bad, etc (that kind of stuff)
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Worrying about if I can do anything about the one staff member that makes constant digs at me, which in turn stresses me out and leaves me feeling bad and drained I just want to have nothing to do with them, they can skip interactions with me when its their on duty day. I don't know if I can do anything about it, I don't trust talking about it completely with another staff.
I'm thinking about talking about it with either current assigned staff that I'm supposed to see every week(but its more like once a month atm) or maybe the company director but I don't see them much.
@RainAndSadness - because you probably have the wisest advice.
@ "anyone else" - must be other people that go through the same things as me and know what I'm talking about when people are like this or deal with the same kind of stress/trauma as me.
I'll be fine if they stop interacting with me at all, not sure whether I can request that or not, especially without naming or identifying the staff member. It's hard/awkward to talk about, I tend to repress everything bad people do to survive irl, and I also don't like confrontations irl. I don't want things to get worse. I do wish people could be nice or understanding. I'm tired of people's ignorance.
* before anyone asks, its in suicide discussion because its a big reason of what makes life unbearable for me. Just people in general. I'm sure someone else must feel the same way, I saw a post from someone the other day who said they can't make friends, hate their voice, etc and that is totally relatable feeling for me. I make friends etc but there are definitely people that just make you feel like shit for "no reason". They don't know what my life is like, how shit my past is, about my PTSD, anything, just judgemental and making me feel worse and more tired.
Ugh I hate talking about this, its so stressful and demeaning.
edit: sorry for confusion, I mean staff at the supported housing IRL
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Worrying about if I can do anything about the one staff member that makes constant digs at me, which in turn stresses me out and leaves me feeling bad and drained I just want to have nothing to do with them, they can skip interactions with me when its their on duty day. I don't know if I can do anything about it, I don't trust talking about it completely with another staff.
I'm thinking about talking about it with either current assigned staff that I'm supposed to see every week(but its more like once a month atm) or maybe the company director but I don't see them much.
@RainAndSadness - because you probably have the wisest advice.
@ "anyone else" - must be other people that go through the same things as me and know what I'm talking about when people are like this or deal with the same kind of stress/trauma as me.
I'll be fine if they stop interacting with me at all, not sure whether I can request that or not, especially without naming or identifying the staff member. It's hard/awkward to talk about, I tend to repress everything bad people do to survive irl, and I also don't like confrontations irl. I don't want things to get worse. I do wish people could be nice or understanding. I'm tired of people's ignorance.
* before anyone asks, its in suicide discussion because its a big reason of what makes life unbearable for me. Just people in general. I'm sure someone else must feel the same way, I saw a post from someone the other day who said they can't make friends, hate their voice, etc and that is totally relatable feeling for me. I make friends etc but there are definitely people that just make you feel like shit for "no reason". They don't know what my life is like, how shit my past is, about my PTSD, anything, just judgemental and making me feel worse and more tired.
Ugh I hate talking about this, its so stressful and demeaning.
edit: sorry for confusion, I mean staff at the supported housing IRL
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