Help What can happend if I tell this to my mother?

[obei]

So I have an eating disorder, and lately ive been getting into laxatives again. I put two where my money is since I am out of town. But I wanted to move them cause uk germs and all that, and my mother caught me looking into the stash like 2 times and asked me if I have anything there. I told her no. If she finds out, should I just pull out the "Im 18, Im my own person now, I can do to my body whatever I want" card, or try and convince her they were the only ones I had (which prob wont work since she told me I lost some weight fast earlier), or just give her it and everything else and try and not to use it which will prob make me feel soooo miserable and depressed since I gained a few pounds and I see myself as quite chubby now…

 

[Worndown]

First, have you tried to overcome this disorder? You are worrying about it now, maybe put some of that energy into conquering it.
She must suspect something is going on. If you find assistance, would she help?
A better life is possible. Don't exit until you are sure that is the only solution.

 

[obei]

First, have you tried to overcome this disorder? You are worrying about it now, maybe put some of that energy into conquering it.
She must suspect something is going on. If you find assistance, would she help?
A better life is possible. Don't exit until you are sure that is the only solution.

I did. I am in a serious therapy for more than a year now.