Gangstalking is real. Take it seriously. All the effects paranoid schizophrenics display can be and are reproduced in otherwise normal individuals through various means, by governments and by NGOs. These days, it's neither difficult nor terribly expensive in most densely populated parts of the world.
That being said, if you suspect it may be happening to you, you can't discount the possibility that it's actually only a personal psychological problem. Without help from a trusted, knowledgeable third party you'd be lucky to ever figure it out... let alone find some way to remedy it.
I'm sorry this has happened to you.
Is it possible that the FBI/CIA grooms autistic/mentally ill people into becoming mass shooters? To create fear in the public so they have an excuse to increase their fundings? "If you want us to stop mass shooters, then give us more money." I'm afraid that they're targeting me for that. I really don't want this to happen, but then again, if the FBI/CIA gave me a gun for a mass shooting, I would just kill myself first, hahaha.
Is it possible? Of course it is. You can find examples ranging from the end of WW2 to (arguably) a few months ago, in Uvalde. There's more recent examples, I'm sure... I just get disgusted looking into it. If you ever find yourself in the mood, look up how many mass shooters claim they "hear voices". You'll be shocked at what you find.
The Army’s very strange webpage on "Voice-to-Skull" weapons has been removed. It was strange it was there, and it’s even stranger it’s gone. If you Google it, you’ll see the entry for "Voice-to-Skull device," but, if you click on the website, the link is dead. The entry, still available on the...
www.wired.com
This technology has been around for a very long time. If you can, find an Iraqi survivor of "The battle of 73 Easting", and ask him what the voice of Allah sounds like.