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Romeo's Dying Wish

Romeo's Dying Wish

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[Verse 1]
I see the end, I see the end
Well it was open so I crawled inside
And someone up ahead was crying
Well someone up ahead was dying
Lost in the darkness, lost in today...

[Chorus]
You can only lose it to your mind, you got to lose it to your mind
Waves and waves of tranquility is hard on your innocence
Discarding all that was before, Let's crawl inside...

[Verse 2]
La virginal souls devour without shame
We lick our lips clean, so clean
No one outside knows, no one outside knows what it means
To me, to be, set free

[Chorus]
You can only lose it to your mind, you got to lose it to your mind
Waves and waves of tranquility is hard on your innocence
Discarding all that was before, Let's crawl inside...


"Loneliness is to live in a world with no one there
You fall on your knees in prayer, asking God for rescue
No one there, I shall die as my years drag by
Oh why? why me Lord? "

I hear the ratters of tatters of home
Kick over the buckets of the wells run dry
I can't see but I don't care
Nothing is the best gift you can find

Peru Resh, peru resh, peru resh

On my past suffering, the voices at last smothering
To hell with your excuses, what do you know of desperation
You people never feel the pain, of dark eyed angels in a desperate hell

I hear the ratters of tatters of home
Thrown over the edge, my eyes are dry
I sit in the darkness of my own device
And search my soul for a paradise

Peru Resh

Eat my flesh and drink my blood
Tomorrow I'll be crucified
Eat my flesh and drink my blood
Tomorrow I'll cry
Tomorrow I'll die
 
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Life is a mirror, but "whose" mirror?
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Drinks On Me - Grateful

Trigger warning: SA.
I'm obsessed with this song. It resonates with me a lot and I cried like a baby when I heard it for the first time. Such a powerful song. And Drinks is such an amazing producer/artist, he's very underrated. If you like electronic music check him out!

Hyvรค biisi.

 
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More happy pop.... ๐Ÿ˜‰

S.A.W. Megamix :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Yet another Megamix with songs in a different order. ๐Ÿ˜‰

(Also.... 4 years later and I just noticed this was a recovery thread) ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„

Kylie Minogue
Rick Astley
Donna Summer
Mel and Kim.....

 
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Currently listening to i'll be there for you maisie peters cover. And nobody else and forgive yourself by em beihold
 
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Romeo's Dying Wish

Romeo's Dying Wish

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Feb 1, 2024
15

[Verse 1]
Since your death
Everything has felt
So meaningless and vain
That I've lost the will to live
Love, your death
Ripped my heart right out
And since you went away
Life's had nothing more to give

[Chorus]
Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

[Verse 2]
Love, my fate
Will you wait for me there
Where our autumn dawns?
There, beyond the dreary seas
Will you wait?
Will you welcome me
Into your arms once more?
Where our waters still fall free
You might also like

[Chorus]
Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
Across the dark, into the light
May death again us unite

Cross my heart and hope to die
May my end come tonight
I'll depart from this life
May death again us unite

[Post-Chorus]
May it come...

[Outro]
My heart went down with you
At your funeral I was buried, too
My life ... it ended with yours
And I... exist no more
 
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eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
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~I have traveled far and wide across this wasteland~
~Still searching for the answers for the right to understand~
 
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Vitriol-Shame & It's Afterbirth :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



Vitriol-Suffer & Become (Full Album) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




The primordial intuition shakes a fruit of perfection free
It hides deep in the withering field of modernity
Motes of the fire eternal from a fresh stomach glow
Eyes that have witnessed all now denied what they know
Blazing trumpets raze whispers from the air
Their burst bellies spilling secrets in the soil
A new perfume tosses the scent of the Earth
A mind, a body, caught within lines of safety drawn before their birth

The howl of instinct haunts
But ghosts cast no shadows
The animal that stalks lives in your step
Born one thing and becoming another

Horns sit on the horizon
Atop every unanswered question
On the shadow's shoulder of every good
They tuck in corners for those who look close, beyond, and away

The demand a whole be broken
The wolf is denied your brotherhood, and its will is king

The howl of instinct haunts
But ghosts cast no shadows
The animal that stalks lives in your step
Born one thing and becoming another

The howl of instinct haunts
In the depth of your regret
A precious darkness deepens
The beast chews at its trap
Born one thing and becoming another

The shape of one's nature steals a kiss from a slumbering cheek
The child of its early morning song awaits her chase
She beckons with a form withheld
In the ripening silence of solitude, she speaks

The demand a whole be returned

The fires of self are never extinguished, only displaced

A soul is refocused in the serpent's coil

Born one thing and becoming another
 
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"and if this is the end, i am glad i met you."
May 27, 2023
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"๐“ฃ๐“พ๐“ป๐“ท ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ๐“ป ๐“ฏ๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ๐”€๐“ช๐“ป๐“ญ๐“ผ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐“พ๐“ท ๐“›๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ญ๐“ธ๐”€๐“ผ ๐“ฏ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ซ๐“ฎ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ญ ๐”‚๐“ธ๐“พ"

 
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George Lamond-Bad Of The Heart :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Bad of the heart

Because you're bad of the heart

How could you be so cruel?
You treat me like a fool
After all I did for you
You cut me like a blade
My trust is slowly fading
Now I don't know what to do

I thought that when you gave me love
My life would start to change
Instead I saw that I was wrong
My life was rearranged
How I wonder why
You just put my love aside
You threw me in the gutter
And you left me there to lie

Bad of the heart
You never wanted to start
'Cause you're just bad of the heart
You never played the game too smart
'Cause you know your bad

When I was by your side
You kissed and told me lies
You hurt me each and everyday
I made it through the night
Lying to myself
Why did it have to be this way?

I thought that when you gave me love
My life would start to change
Instead I saw that I was wrong
My life was rearranged
How I wonder why
You just put my love aside
You threw me in the gutter
And you left me there to lie

Bad of the heart
You never wanted to start
'Cause you're just bad of the heart
Ooh, ohh
Now you're tearing me apart
Bad of the heart
You never wanted to start
'Cause you're just bad of the heart
You really didn't want me baby, oh, girl, oh, yeah

Oh, girl
Oh, girl
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah

Bad of the heart
You didn't really want me, baby
You never wanted to start
You never really needed me
Bad of the heart, yeah, yeah
'Cause you're just bad of the heart

Bad of the heart
You didn't really want me, baby
You never wanted to start
You never really needed me
Bad of the heart, yeah, yeah
Oh, yeah ('cause you're just bad of the heart)

Bad of the heart
'Cause you're just bad of the heart (you never wanted to start)
'Cause you're just bad of the heart (bad of the heart)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (ahh)
 
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Saying goodbye to a legend. ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜ญ
Toby Keith-Should've Been A Cowboy :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I bet you never heard ol' Marshall Dillon say
"Miss Kitty, have you ever thought of runnin' away?
Settling' down, would you marry me?
If I ask you twice and beg you pretty please?"

She'd have said yes in a New York minute
They never tied the knot
His heart wasn't in it, he just stole a kiss as he rode away
He never hung his hat up at Kitty's place

I should've been a cowboy, I should've learned to rope and ride
Wearin' my six-shooter, ridin' my pony on a cattle drive
Stealin' a young girl's heart, just like Gene and Roy
Singin' those campfire songs, oh, I should've been a cowboy

I might've had a sidekick with a funny name
Running wild through the hills chasing Jesse James
Ending up on the brink of danger
Riding shotgun for the Texas Rangers

Go west, young man, haven't you been told?
California's full of whiskey, women and gold
Sleepin' out all night 'neath the desert stars
With a dream in my eye and a prayer in my heart

I should've been a cowboy, I should've learned to rope and ride
Wearin' my six-shooter, ridin' my pony on a cattle drive
Stealin' a young girl's heart, just like Gene and Roy
Singin' those campfire songs, oh, I should've been a cowboy

I should've been a cowboy, I should've learned to rope and ride
I'd be wearin' my six-shooter, ridin' my pony on a cattle drive
Stealin' a young girl's heart, just like Gene and Roy
Singin' those campfire songs, oh, I should've been a cowboy
Yeah, I should've been a cowboy
I should've been a cowboy
 
Romeo's Dying Wish

Romeo's Dying Wish

Member
Feb 1, 2024
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Les Rallizes Dรฉnudรฉs Night of Assasins
A deep, deep night--I feel as if I've killed someone
What could satisfy your hunger?
Someone else dreams of you, but you dream of no one
What could satisfy your hunger?
The birds of silence flew off, the words of the night sunk away
No one has any desire for you to stay here
The dark lovers finally arrive at the beach where everything has died off
He's already carved a black symbol onto me
When I cut across the river of blood in your hands and you've swallowed up a drop of nothingness
You'll finally be given a name
You're my wound; I suppose I'll kill someone else
The gentle assassin, a deep, deep night
(Alternate verse 1)
If you want your hunger to be satisfied
You'll want to remember
When you were pursuing such great hunger
And how magnificent it was
(Alternate verse 2)
The time that the two of us spent in your sorrow remains perfectly clear to me, I'll never forget it
(Alternate verse 3)
I...
...this hunger until the ceaseless battle ends...
It doesn't end, and that's what I want...
(Alternate verse 4)
Such a night...
...I'm bleeding and I hurt
(Alternate verse 5)
There's so much blood
...I like people like you
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Firehouse-Don't Treat Me Bad :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I never thought you'd hurt me
I guess you live and learn
When you're playin' with fire
You're bound to get burned
Oh, I've been mistreated
I've been used before
I get kicked in the face
Still I come back for more

But I won't cry no more (won't cry no more)
'Cause the tears are all in vain
We can pick up the pieces (can pick up the pieces)
Start it all again
Let's just get back to (just get back to)
The way it was before
Oh, girl I can't take anymore (can't take anymore)

Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
Well, this could be the best thing (oh-oh-oh-oh)
That you'll ever have
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
You can do anything but baby
Don't treat me bad
Oh, don't treat me bad

I gave everything
But you threw it all away
I can't take anymore
Of these games that you play
Oh, I've been through heartache (ooh-ooh-ooh)
And I've been through pain
And it's hard to believe
You still treat me this way

But I won't cry no more (won't cry no more)
'Cause the tears are all in vain
We can pick up the pieces (can pick up the pieces)
Start it all again
Let's just get back to (just get back to)
The way it was before
Oh, girl I can't take anymore (can't take anymore)

Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
Well, this could be the best thing (oh-oh-oh-oh)
That you'll ever have
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
You can do anything but baby
Don't treat me bad
No, don't treat me bad

'Cause girl, I can't take anymore
Ooh, yeah

Now listen to me
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
Well, this could be the best thing (oh-oh-oh-oh)
That you'll ever have
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
You could do anything but baby

Now listen to me
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
Well, this could be the best thing (oh-oh-oh-oh)
That you'll ever have
Baby, don't treat me bad (don't treat me bad)
You can do anything but baby
Don't treat me bad (oh-oh-oh-oh)

Don't treat me bad (oh-oh-oh-oh)
No, oh, yeah, don't treat me bad
No-no, no-no, no-no
Don't treat me bad
Don't treat me bad
Oh-oh-oh, ah-ah-aah
 
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Outta Control-Tonight It's Party Time :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Tonight Its Party Time Lyrics
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Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...

Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...

Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...


Pump your body, pump your body all through the night
We're gonna make you feel right
We're gonna party tonight.
Come on now

Pump your body, pump your body all through the night
We're gonna make you feel right
We're gonna party tonight.
Come on now

I've found someone, somebody who wants my body
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body....
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body....

Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...

Pump your body, pump your body all through the night
We're gonna make you feel right
We're gonna party tonight.
Come on now

Pump your body, pump your body all through the night
We're gonna make you feel right
We're gonna party tonight.
Come on now

Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...

I've found someone, somebody who wants my body
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body....
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body
I've found someone, somebody who wants my body....
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight
Tonight it's party time. It's party time tonight...
 
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Killswitch Engage-Alone I Stand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








A day of great tribulation is upon us
A time of deception, conflict and unrest
I will not cower in fear and submission
I will hold my ground and resist

It all starts in the mind
From the beginning of days
To the last and final end
Uncertainty bleeds from within
Open wounds stitched with precision
Mind and body conditioned to obey
They call us sons and daughters
Only sheep led to the slaughter
So many times
So many lies
I am disconnected from a system I've rejected

No allegiance
Defiant I withstand
This resistance
I reject what you demand
And alone I stand

Rank, file and number
We are gears in the machine
Unseen to the eye
The shackles are on the inside
Illusion of security
Rejection of this supremacy
Confusion lead us to submission
Disconnection from a system I've rejected

No allegiance
Defiant I withstand
This resistance
I reject what you demand
And alone I stand

There is great tribulation
Upon us all
Deception, conflict, and unrest
Upon us all (upon us all)
I will hold my ground
I will, I will resist

No allegiance (no allegiance)
I reject what you demand (what you demand)
And alone I stand
 
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Sophie Ellis-Bextor-Murder On The Dancefloor :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Murder

It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not kill the groove
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

Oh, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
About your kind
And so-and-so and so-and-so and so-and-so and so
I'll have to play

If you think you're gettin' away, I will prove you wrong
I'll take you all the way, boy, just come along
Hear me when I say, hey

It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not kill the groove, hey-hey, hey-hey
It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

Oh, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
There may be others
And so-and-so and so-and-so and so-and-so and so
You'll just have to pray

If you think you're gettin' away, I will prove you wrong
I'll take you all the way, stay another song
I'll blow you all away, hey

It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not kill the groove, hey-hey, hey-hey
It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna turn this house around somehow

Murder on the dance floor (on the dance floor)
But you better not kill the groove, hey-hey, hey-hey
It's murder on the dance floor (on the dance floor)
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

Don't think you'll get away, I will prove you wrong
I'll take you all the way, boy, just come along
Hear me when I say, hey

It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not kill the groove
It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not kill the groove, hey-hey, hey-hey
It's murder on the dance floor
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

It's murder on the dance floor (on the dance floor)
But you better not kill the groove, hey-hey, hey-hey
It's murder on the dance floor (on the dance floor)
But you better not steal the moves
DJ, gonna burn this goddamn house right down

Oh, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know (on the dance floor)
But you better not kill the groove
 
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Fozzy-Spotlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I've got my eye on you

Spotlight

I know you've got a secret
It's buried down below
Deep within the basement
Let it go, let it go

I know you've got your issues
A homicidal mind
Silence cannot save you
I'm bringing you to light

'Cause every lie you tell, I know
Everywhere you go, I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays you
Now, now, now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked, I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you like a spotlight
I'm a witness, I'm a dark night
You're a sickness, I'm your spotlight

Slip into the censor
Safe in your disguise
From memories dismembered
Away from prying eyes

I'll be with you forever
The sweat pooled on your brow
The guilt that slowly festers
Eating inside out

'Cause every lie you tell, I know
Everywhere you go, I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays you
Now, now, now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

Go on and bury it down
I follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked, I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you like a spotlight
I'm a witness, I'm a dark night
You're a sickness, I'm your spotlight

I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked, I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you like a spotlight
I'm a witness, I'm a dark night
You're a sickness, I'm your spotlight

I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you
 

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