GreyCTB
Student
- Aug 26, 2022
- 121
If everything goes according to plan I will be able to CTB in a few days. It has got me thinking on how I am gonna spend my last day. What are all of you gonna do on yours?
thebunny
be what they fear.
- Aug 19, 2022
- 227
this is gonna sound quite ridiculous but absolutely nothing. i'll just do my regime on my last day while letting the day pan out on itself. will attend a few class, work on a few projects here and there, and maybe even play a few games with friends. kinda just wanna spend my last day like any other normal day because i don't wanna set off any alarming actions towards the people i will be with. however, two days prior to my d-day, i'll be going out with a friend (hopefully) and have the grand time of my life because i deserve at least that.
i hope you're able to figure out something worth-doing or something that'll make you smile on your last day. i do wish you all the best on your journey. i hope you have a peaceful one. see you on the other side
i hope you're able to figure out something worth-doing or something that'll make you smile on your last day. i do wish you all the best on your journey. i hope you have a peaceful one. see you on the other side
Probably crying like I had everything going okay but I ruined it myself, I will never get to feel the air the warmth of the sun beautiful nature nothing I will be gone forever. It is kinda sad how life turned out for some of us.
Justnotme
I want to hang myself
- Mar 7, 2022
- 633
I will watch movies and cartoons that I like. I would also like to eat chips and chocolates, but if I choose the nitrite method, then I will have to do without food
hamvil
Wizard
- Aug 29, 2022
- 650
I do not see the point of doing something special. I would soon disappear and with me that last memory. It will be probably a day like any other.
Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
- 1,514
Massive trauma & nervous breakdown to overcome SI. You can calmly plan? Wow so at peace... Maybe I'm still in denial... Slight hope but just torture sonfar trying to reach it
this is gonna sound quite ridiculous but absolutely nothing. i'll just do my regime on my last day while letting the day pan out on itself. will attend a few class, work on a few projects here and there, and maybe even play a few games with friends. kinda just wanna spend my last day like any other normal day because i don't wanna set off any alarming actions towards the people i will be with. however, two days prior to my d-day, i'll be going out with a friend (hopefully) and have the grand time of my life because i deserve at least that.
i hope you're able to figure out something worth-doing or something that'll make you smile on your last day. i do wish you all the best on your journey. i hope you have a peaceful one. see you on the other side
Wow you have friends to gave grandiose days with!? I envy you. Why death then? I loved the cartoon of your avatar... Such maddening heartbreak to kill all your friends by mistake... I think the evil guy truly cared for her...
this is gonna sound quite ridiculous but absolutely nothing. i'll just do my regime on my last day while letting the day pan out on itself. will attend a few class, work on a few projects here and there, and maybe even play a few games with friends. kinda just wanna spend my last day like any other normal day because i don't wanna set off any alarming actions towards the people i will be with. however, two days prior to my d-day, i'll be going out with a friend (hopefully) and have the grand time of my life because i deserve at least that.
i hope you're able to figure out something worth-doing or something that'll make you smile on your last day. i do wish you all the best on your journey. i hope you have a peaceful one. see you on the other side
Wow you have friends to gave grandiose days with!? I envy you. Why death then? I loved the cartoon of your avatar... Such maddening heartbreak to kill all your friends by mistake... I think the evil guy truly cared for her...
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jodes2
Hello people ❤️
- Aug 28, 2022
- 7,736
I'm gonna party like it's 1999! Man. Yeah. Gonna listen to my happy dancy music!
I hope you find peace
I hope you find peace
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,995
If I had a peaceful and reliable way to exit I would spend my last day being glad that it's all coming to an end and that I wont have to suffer anymore. However if I was finally going to attempt a method like hanging I would be worried about something going wrong and I would have to be pretty desperate to actually attempt hanging.
I do think that regardless of the method my last day would be spent hoping that everything goes to plan. I cannot enjoy anything and theres nothing that I particularly want to do. It would be ideal to just peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of planning ctb.
I do think that regardless of the method my last day would be spent hoping that everything goes to plan. I cannot enjoy anything and theres nothing that I particularly want to do. It would be ideal to just peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of planning ctb.
Euthanza
Self Righteous Suicide
- Jun 9, 2022
- 1,446
Will spend my last days with books, I will be reading pro-death literatures, Scopenhauer pessimism and Seneca stoicism seems powerful combination, Goethe's "The Sorrow of Young Werther" and some other entertainments, sunset and sunrise too shall be great ...
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,206
On the actual day I want it to be a rather simple affair. It's not even worth overthinking it because it will just happen when the time is right. However, dying will be the most eventful and fulfilling day of my life. There is no question about that.
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Nothing, just really hope it will all end and that I won't wake up. My method is ready, but the fear of surviving is still there. I should feel relieved because I have a way out, but this fear of failing is bigger...
SunshineAndSuicide
Sunshine is what's keeping me alive
- Aug 24, 2022
- 75
If it ever comes to that, I would want a few days of just living a normal and peaceful life, knowing that no more bad days will follow.
I would go out with my best friend, drinking, and dancing the night away. I would want another day of just binge eating junk food and watching my favourite movies and another day laying in the sun, reading my favorite book with my cat by my side.
Wishing you the best on your journey ♡
I would go out with my best friend, drinking, and dancing the night away. I would want another day of just binge eating junk food and watching my favourite movies and another day laying in the sun, reading my favorite book with my cat by my side.
Wishing you the best on your journey ♡
To be honest, I'm feeling so suicidal that I don't want to do anything else. I guess I will not do anything.
No idea, probably just like most days, thinking about my girlfriend's death, and how her demise ruined my own life--so tired of being depressed all the time, haunted by images of her in my brain
y'ffre
My English could be bad :)
- Aug 15, 2022
- 179
Fktw0rld
An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
- Aug 29, 2022
- 404
Shit! That would be my ideal go-to for a last day too. Hot cheetos, bbq chips, wings, pizza and whatever else I can get my hands on. Wash it all down with some mountain dew code red.
But sn is my method so I gotta fast
