addicted to...?

  • drugs

    Votes: 30 28.8%
  • sex

    Votes: 18 17.3%
  • self-harm

    Votes: 29 27.9%
  • food

    Votes: 31 29.8%
  • caffeine

    Votes: 19 18.3%
  • alcohol

    Votes: 23 22.1%
  • other

    Votes: 37 35.6%

  • Total voters
    104
SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
658
I'm an alcoholic...i used to be addicted to self-harm too but not any more
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away
 
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DownFall

Member
Aug 23, 2019
13
Alcohol, self-harm and tabacco. All help but at the same time tear me apart.
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
Good rock/pop. But it stopped around end of 1990s and became autotuned idols crap.
 
StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
Watching random videos on YouTube and lying to myself that everything is okay
 
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JWL

Arcanist
Jan 15, 2019
460
I'm an alcoholic...i used to be addicted to self-harm too but not any more
a drink a day keeps the thoughts away

I used to drink to forget. But then I forgot what I was drinking to forget. So I just concentrated on the drinking....
Alcohol, self-harm and tabacco. All help but at the same time tear me apart.


That's a full house.
Watching random videos on YouTube and lying to myself that everything is okay


Everything's okay.



Sorry, I was lying..
 
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EmptySteph62

Student
Aug 4, 2019
169
Self harm and caffeine, I get shaky and very anxious if I don't self harm for a couple weeks, and I literally cannot function and get migraines when I don't have coffee, I carry some with me all day. At this point I think that's where most of my water intake comes from.
 
Kirkscoobz

Kirkscoobz

Experienced
Feb 8, 2019
219
Codeine,
Bourbon,
Was once addicted to tobacco.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
I drink alcohol just to cope.
 
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scorpiooo2

scorpiooo2

saddest grl
Aug 23, 2019
112
I'm addicted to self-harm. I've come to terms that it is indeed an addiction, I just keep hoping I wake up one day and I magically don't want to do it anymore.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Have you ever done anything to yourself?
 
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WeekofWonder

Member
Oct 22, 2018
24
Weed for me. I guess it's an addiction... I can go a week without smoking but I get cravings every day.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Hmm, bit like alc, really. Though, I never have smoked weed, maybe one day before I go ...
 
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Fordprefect

Fordprefect

Student
Aug 22, 2019
128
Pleasure. Sex on hard drugs to the sound of trance or techno music, hash for day to day life, alcohol if I cant get hash. Chainsmoking at the moment because can't get anything but cigarettes.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Video games. Shooting Uruks in the face with ghost arrows seems more logically consistent than the current world I inhabit. It is hard not to want to stay there as a result.
 
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GreyMonkey

GreyMonkey

Heartbroken
Aug 20, 2019
277
"love", fantasy, self-pity and tobacco.
 
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The.End

The.End

This too shall pass
May 18, 2019
80
I guess I'm addicted to morphine. Iv been on it daily for over a month. I'm trying to quit, I'm on day two of my cold turkey. Couldn't sleep last night and tonight isn't looking any better. I'm suffering from some bad anxiety, restlessness and insomnia.

Im trying hard to fight the urge to use again just to feel better and get some rest. I am only quitting because I don't want to get fully dependent and become a slave to the stuff. If I could keep using without becoming addicted, I would.

I am also addicted to smoking tobacco.
 
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Kirkscoobz

Kirkscoobz

Experienced
Feb 8, 2019
219
I guess I'm addicted to morphine. Iv been on it daily for over a month. I'm trying to quit, I'm on day two of my cold turkey. Couldn't sleep last night and tonight isn't looking any better. I'm suffering from some bad anxiety, restlessness and insomnia.

Im trying hard to fight the urge to use again just to feel better and get some rest. I am only quitting because I don't want to get fully dependent and become a slave to the stuff. If I could keep using without becoming addicted, I would.

I am also addicted to smoking tobacco.
I miss the tobacco, the way it makes me calm, 6 years free off it, every day I have them here and smell them, have my lighter too, if things get to bad I will light up again, I will get a hell of buzz me thinks.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Love,companionship, and sex i guess.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
Cigarettes.
 
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Asta

Asta

Specialist
Jun 7, 2019
318
Kirkscoobz, I was nearly addicted to cigarettes at age 13, my Mom put a stop to it, then in my 20's I tried a friend's cig - it tasted terrible! So, you may not like it any more :) I heard later that the friend had passed away from lung cancer.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
Funny enough, you say that. I used to smoke some years ago. One morning I woke up, had one, did not like the taste and then gave it up. Strange.
 
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Conflicted Cat

Conflicted Cat

Experienced
May 23, 2019
256
Really, nothing, and I'm surprised. Used to be extreme into cutting though, I went through a whole masochist phase. After years, the scars are still visible on my arm, though that doesn't bother me one bit.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Weed, this place. That's about it
 
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maggot666

maggot666

Member
Aug 23, 2019
43
Heroin, Crack, Tobacco
 
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namelessX8

Student
Feb 22, 2019
111
Coke, Speed, Nicotine + Mathematics
 
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namelessX8

Student
Feb 22, 2019
111
Heroin, Crack, Tobacco
hmm I use to smoke whites. only time i felt truly alive. been off it for years. whether thats a good thing or not, i honestly don't know.
what? Maths?

yeah. I can hide away from the world and work on problem after problem. After doing it long enough, reading maths is like reading poetry.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
hmm I use to smoke whites. only time i felt truly alive. been off it for years. whether thats a good thing or not, i honestly don't know.


yeah. I can hide away from the world and work on problem after problem. After doing it long enough, reading maths is like reading poetry.
Cool
 
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burnedCookie

Student
Aug 8, 2019
120
benzodiazepines, binge eating, self harm (in my own way) tough sex, codeine
 
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