What are the things you want to do if u continue to live

[miserabletires9]

1) I want to travel to some.more dangerous countries, like Libya, Iraq, Iran, Nigeria, Congo, Yemen, etc Afghanistan is kinda out since Taliban took over.

2) I want to at least start on a pilot lessons and learn how to fly a plane.

3) I also want to get a list of plastic surgies to become prettier. But since I am getting g older, I guess it's more to.maintain, like fix my eyelids, getting a facelift

4) I talked to a girl on this forum, and we have similar problems. We talked about go live in Spain for a while.

5) I have to catch up on all the AI technologies. I feel like I am being left behind technologically.

 

[DeathSleep]

As long as I am still alive I want to continue working towards gender affirming surgery. But I'm ok with dying before that.
Else just working towards acquiring a gun.
Thanks to my depression I'm not really interested in much else.

 

[winamp]

1. practice botany and repairing things and baking as a hobby
2. get into art again
3. try to improve my social skills so then I can make friends
4. change my appearance
5. get my own place so then when I have friends I can host weekly movie or animation nights
6. get a cat

I haven't thought much about the future so this was a hard list to make
I just let things happen now since my life didn't turn out the way I planned it so I'll just wait and see where everything goes

 

[Someone123]

I would like to eat a whole sandwich. I would also like to buy a new pair of socks- I like attainable goals.

 

[Little_Suzy]

With anhedonia, I consider myself successful if I can enjoy a meal and a decent night's sleep. Perhaps even watch a movie!

 

[love_peep]

1) I want to travel to some.more dangerous countries, like Libya, Iraq, Iran, Nigeria, Congo, Yemen, etc Afghanistan is kinda out since Taliban took over.

2) I want to at least start on a pilot lessons and learn how to fly a plane.

3) I also want to get a list of plastic surgies to become prettier. But since I am getting g older, I guess it's more to.maintain, like fix my eyelids, getting a facelift

4) I talked to a girl on this forum, and we have similar problems. We talked about go live in Spain for a while.

5) I have to catch up on all the AI technologies. I feel like I am being left behind technologically.

yeah bro its very cool i also love to travel around the world. but in the last time i dont wanna do anything in this fuc**g live. im so tired to live here ,you know

 

[damnatio memoriae]

Try to get my ADHD treated.

 

[endofafoxtwo]

More psychadelic drugs.
Reach enlightenment or some shit
Touch a live fox
Get some property and just farm forever.

 

[charlotte_]

Get some of my stories done
Post them on blogs and gain a big enough audience to put to sale
Go to a cat cafe
Treat my cat to expensive treats
Seeing my online friend

 

[m1v]

play final fantasy XVI
help my loved ones
hold hands with someone.

 

[MusicEnjoyer:D]

Help others live a happier life
Help others have a more peaceful exit from this world.

 

[Forever Sleep]

- Find a job that I don't utterly despise that brings in enough money.

- Go and see a few places again- The Lake District (UK), some rivers/waterfalls and the sea.

If I'm honest though, I just need to find a way to tread water until I'm in a position where I feel like I can CTB- after my Dad goes first. My heart really isn't in recovery.

 

[FuneralCry]

Threads like this should be in the "recovery" section in my opinion. I personally don't desire existence, existing could never be desirable to me and it's not something I've ever wanted, I only continue to be trapped here as if one doesn't free themselves they have no choice but to stay, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world. But existing totally is so futile and unappealing, to me it's absurd to desire this and see value in something so empty. We are all destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die, there's no value to meaningless suffering, it could never be for me.

 

[Someone123]

Threads like this should be in the "recovery" section in my opinion. I personally don't desire existence, existing could never be desirable to me and it's not something I've ever wanted, I only continue to be trapped here as if one doesn't free themselves they have no choice but to stay, suicide really is so unnecessarily difficult in this world. But existing totally is so futile and unappealing, to me it's absurd to desire this and see value in something so empty. We are all destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die, there's no value to meaningless suffering, it could never be for me.

This should be in Recovery or Offtopics, but not in the suicide discussion section- I sent this to the mods, and they usually are helpful with these things, but it someties takes a while. It's important to not mix all the sections together in the suicide discussion area, that's true.

 

[thgilrats]

Getting breast surgery would be lovely. Also, I'd love to live alone in the woods in a little house. I'd love to travel to different countries. It would also be so, so great if my friends were alive and still friends with me up until my death. Honestly, this is the only thing I really, really want to be in the future. Other things are not only optional but also kind of unnecessary.

 

[cgrtt.brns]

i struggle with thinking of things i want to do. im not sure i want anything. some things i can think of that would be nice but are currently unattainable:
live in or closer to nature. get covered in tattoos and piercings. find someone i can spend my days with that i love and who loves me. get my own place that i can decorate how i want. have a small family of pets. have a garden that i grow my own food in.
thinking of these things just reminds me of how theyll never happen.

 

[woh6]

Sadly I don't have any desires anymore. I guess if I continued to live I'd just continue to plan my inevitable suicide.

 

[AloeGarten]

I want to try 5meo-dmt, it's one of the few I have yet to try
Itd also be nice to know what loving or being loved feels like, even if only for a night. Though I'm doubtful that one will happen

 

[Tortured_empath]

Hike again. Study comparative literature maybe.

 

[l4dybug]

1) I want to travel to some.more dangerous countries, like Libya, Iraq, Iran, Nigeria, Congo, Yemen, etc Afghanistan is kinda out since Taliban took over.

2) I want to at least start on a pilot lessons and learn how to fly a plane.

3) I also want to get a list of plastic surgies to become prettier. But since I am getting g older, I guess it's more to.maintain, like fix my eyelids, getting a facelift

4) I talked to a girl on this forum, and we have similar problems. We talked about go live in Spain for a while.

5) I have to catch up on all the AI technologies. I feel like I am being left behind technologically.

i want to live in a flat in a busy city, i want to own a bakery and maybe a tattoo shop, i want to have a child and be their best friend but also the perfect mum, i want to stare out of windows and read so many books but i'm too tired.

 

[Ultracheese]

Move in with my partner. Get a college education and hopefully become a writer of some kind, potentially even a professor. Achieve financial stability for the two of us. I would like to travel a lot more. Visit all 50 states, and maybe go to Europe and do some exploring there. Write books, of course. Maybe even write plays or film scripts. I have a lot of ideas for stories. Getting top surgery would be nice. I cannot think of much else I'd desire off the top of my head.

 

[Dead Horse]

I want to finally get my degree, so I won't feel I'm a total failure anymore. I'm not interested in much otherwise. I'm also dying to have a girlfriend, but that's not happening, so...

 

[lofticries]

Become independent.

 

[unrest]

- recover from ed
- play all the visual novels game that i had set my eyes on, maybe make my own.
- travel abroad
- change appearance

 

[treesarehere]

Make a friend, read all the books on my tbr list, improve my art, and just be with my cats.

 

[Rocinante]

Travel

 

[imissmykitten]

travel and climb trees

 

[LadyApple]

1) I want to travel to some.more dangerous countries, like Libya, Iraq, Iran, Nigeria, Congo, Yemen, etc Afghanistan is kinda out since Taliban took over.

2) I want to at least start on a pilot lessons and learn how to fly a plane.

3) I also want to get a list of plastic surgies to become prettier. But since I am getting g older, I guess it's more to.maintain, like fix my eyelids, getting a facelift

4) I talked to a girl on this forum, and we have similar problems. We talked about go live in Spain for a while.

5) I have to catch up on all the AI technologies. I feel like I am being left behind technologically.

I'm that girl she was talking about. Why did I just see this now after PO already left us. Would it make a difference if I encouraged her to do all these things? If I ever make it to Spain alive, I'll light a candle for you there my friend. I hope you are no longer suffering. I know the conversations we had were always sad but I hope one day we can have a happy conversation in heaven.

 

[InAgony]

There's loads of things I want to do, I'm just to ill to be able to do them.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Mainly I'd just want to experience more movies, shows, and games I'm excited for. I'd also maybe want to travel more but I usually don't like traveling unless I have to. I'd also want to eventually raise a family because I'm evil and selfish and cruel, etc.