SquirrelsInMyPants

SquirrelsInMyPants

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Nov 4, 2020
26
I would like to have a girlfriend and make the world a better place, where there's not unnecesary pain
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Master the japanese language and visit Japan.

Yes, I'm obsessed with that country and their culture.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
I would like to experience love. I've never been in a relationship. I will die alone.
 
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alittlehuman_

alittlehuman_

It is always darkest before the dawn
Mar 26, 2021
35
I want to take 4mg of dilaudid and 2mg of valium and take a shower and put on pajamas and drink a little champagne just enough to remember and then set myself up comfy with candles and put my ear buds in
and by now I am feeling ok right that is when slam SN and I get it down
I am with me and we are ok and we recline and select an hour loop of a song I used play by the Flaming Lips
l close my eyes and remember those people and those moments that matter and be with me

But life
Without death
Is just impossible
Oh, to realize
Something is ending
Within us
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
 
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SquirrelsInMyPants

SquirrelsInMyPants

Member
Nov 4, 2020
26
I want to take 4mg of dilaudid and 2mg of valium and take a shower and put on pajamas and drink a little champagne just enough to remember and then set myself up comfy with candles and put my ear buds in
and by now I am feeling ok right that is when slam SN and I get it down
I am with me and we are ok and we recline and select an hour loop of a song I used play by the Flaming Lips
l close my eyes and remember those people and those moments that matter and be with me

But life
Without death
Is just impossible
Oh, to realize
Something is ending
Within us
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
Feeling yourself disintegrate
I teared up at this, you're a grear writer!
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Master the japanese language and visit Japan.

Yes, I'm obsessed with that country and their culture.
You will need to put off CTB atleast a few more months. You don't need to master the language for a brief visit , the country is very accessible

I suspect they will not open up the border until the fall. They are being very guarded now due to the pandemic . Japanese government made a bad move with the olympics. They won't allow foreign spectators even though it's now becoming conclusive the vaccine offers sufficient protection.
 
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melissa286

melissa286

Member
Mar 22, 2021
26
Nothing that I'm financially or physically capable of doing. Travel, learning new skills, etc.
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I am not interested in anything anymore. I would just like to travel back to my home country to see my mom for the last time and say goodbye.
 
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charcoalcat

Member
Apr 17, 2018
45
Try every conscious expanding substance there is known to humankind.
 
Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,050
Obliterate my father.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Missed out on a lot in this life, tbh. Also have a few axes to grind. Things to sort out. But can't really be bothered with anything anymore. Would love to blow my money on travel for a few months, but C19 won't allow it. If I can end it some place nice though, I will.
 
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Wandering_Fox

Wandering_Fox

Member
Mar 20, 2021
27
I would like to get a pet rat.
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
I really want to talk to my (former) best friend one more time and give him a hug.
 
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