Help What am i doing wrong?

[interestingname]

I really need any advice with partial I can get right now. I finally got some time alone today and setup my rope nice and securely, but I couldn't pass out. Placing the noose near the top of my neck make me unable to breathe while placing it near the bottom causes me to cough uncontrollably. I lowered the noose (so I was in a kneeling postion) so I would place less weight on my neck, but all that happened was that my head would feel like it would explode. I've got a few hours left and I'm panicking right now.

 

[Retched]

I'm sorry to hear you are having a hard time. Seems like most of us (including myself, I tried partial) have a hard time. Sometimes I wonder if we overthink it. It seems so easy...but it is so hard. Have you checked out the hanging mega-threads?