Help What am I doing wrong?

[DoneWithThisLife]

Hi, I'm new on the forum. Set up my account a few months ago but have been too embarrassed to post to date. I have however been following Sanc S for the last 12 months and have learned a lot. I have decided that I want to use the SN method. I have tried a million searches over many months using full name of product, chemical formula and E250. I've searched in many different languages and specified many countries but have had no real luck. Most places will only sell in bulk or to companies. and everywhere wants you to register first which I am very dubious about doing. I made an purchase order a few months ago but ended up with the dreaded welfare check instead. My CTB date is 18th Feb 2025 so have a few months to keep trying. I have a back-up method with opioid overdose if absolutely necessary but I would rather not have to take hundreds of pills in the hopes it will work - failure is not an option for me. If anyone has any ideas as to where I'm going so wrong then I would welcome any advice you could give me. Thank you so much.

 

[soonatpeace777888]

They have long figured out SN is used for suicide so sources are getting tighter and tighter.

 

[DoneWithThisLife]

Thanks for that. I often see people on here saying their SN has arrived and wondered if anyone had any other ideas I haven't tried yet.