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Razor67

Razor67

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Any thoughts or feelings what will happen after CTB? (please keep hell and or heaven out of this) as this seems the most unlikely in mine view. Just curious what others think after CTB? My biggest fear is reincarnation.

Edit: the quote stuck with me from rapper Tupac.
"My only fear of death is reincarnation"
 
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8evergo

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Oct 20, 2021
557
It depends on how wise your mind is. You are born again and again until you reach wisdom
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
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It depends on how wise your mind is. You are born again and again until you reach wisdom
what did you do in your previous life, if i may ask?
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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It depends on how wise your mind is. You are born again and again until you reach wisdom
You are reading my mind. It's crazy that I feel this life is my last timeline in the world or realm whatever you want to call it. I will prob CTB next month with N and I can't wait to move one from this hell I live in
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just think that there is nothing. There is no evidence of any reincarnations. I think that reincarnation is a fictional concept. Once we die, we cease to exist and that is it for us, we are gone. I believe it to be just like how before we were born, where time passed and yet we were not aware of anything. The thought of non existence is very comforting and to me it is ideal. Death is the only way to be free from the endless misery that is life.
 
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whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
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Any thoughts or feelings what will happen after CTB? (please keep hell and or heaven out of this) as this seems the most unlikely in mine view. Just curious what others think after CTB? My biggest fear is reincarnation.

Edit: the quote stuck with me from rapper Tupac.
"My only fear of death is reincarnation"
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
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even if reincarnation was real, most people don't feel like they've ever been alive before their current life, so would someone even be the same person after they reincarnate? i don't see any reason to believe in it, personally.
plus it seems that people who do have "memories" of previous lives were always kings and queens or other important people, which is suspicious, lol.
 
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I just think that there is nothing. There is no evidence of any reincarnations. I think that reincarnation is a fictional concept. Once we die, we cease to exist and that is it for us, we are gone. I believe it to be just like how before we were born, where time passed and yet we were not aware of anything. The thought of non existence is very comforting and to me it is ideal. Death is the only way to be free from the endless misery that is life.
Right. Again my biggest fear is to be like having to go trough this life again in a different life. I makes my sick thinking about it. What is that beautiful place without pain ? Are we aware of it? I just can't imagine everything going black and feel nothing. I believe I will go somewhere we maybe as humans can't even comprehend. Maybe it's wishful thinking..

Will be watching this now! Thanks !!
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
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Most likely nothing but that is okay we won't be terrified. No reincarnation so we aren't leaving anything we love, no chance of heaven or hell. Nothing is the better option
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

Death is a gift and only the good die young.
Aug 28, 2020
224
Any thoughts or feelings what will happen after CTB? (please keep hell and or heaven out of this) as this seems the most unlikely in mine view. Just curious what others think after CTB? My biggest fear is reincarnation.

Edit: the quote stuck with me from rapper Tupac.
"My only fear of death is reincarnation"
Reincarnation is a legitimate fear. That's actually my fear... having to come back and repeat the lessons until my soul gets it right.
even if reincarnation was real, most people don't feel like they've ever been alive before their current life, so would someone even be the same person after they reincarnate? i don't see any reason to believe in it, personally.
plus it seems that people who do have "memories" of previous lives were always kings and queens or other important people, which is suspicious, lol.
I definitely feel like I've lived multiple lifetimes before this current one, without a doubt. No, I was not a king or queen but I did live through the decline of at least one other empire and what I see now is not surprising or shocking, just vaguely familiar. Who I was then and the actions I did isn't who I am now or how I am living my current life for the most part.
No you are not the same person when you reincarnate.
 
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8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
Any thoughts or feelings what will happen after CTB? (please keep hell and or heaven out of this) as this seems the most unlikely in mine view. Just curious what others think after CTB? My biggest fear is reincarnation.

Edit: the quote stuck with me from rapper Tupac.
"My only fear of death is reincarnation"
i have already experienced my spirit my time has come and you can tell i will go soon it is time my soul i wise enough and there will be no rebirth
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
i have already experienced my spirit my time has come and you can tell i will go soon it is time my soul i wise enough and there will be no rebirth
would you be willing to share your wisdom? i think we could all benefit from someone who is so incredibly wise.
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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Reincarnation is a legitimate fear. That's actually my fear... having to come back and repeat the lessons until my soul gets it right.

I definitely feel like I've lived multiple lifetimes before this current one, without a doubt. No, I was not a king or queen but I did live through the decline of at least one other empire and what I see now is not surprising or shocking, just vaguely familiar. Who I was then and the actions I did isn't who I am now or how I am living my current life for the most part.
No you are not the same person when you reincarnate.
Same here. For some reason I have vivid memories and dreams of living in the late 1800s as a cowboy. I know it's sounds maybe stupid but I love horses, And love old guns. Like the Winchester 1873 and obsessed with the colt 1873 single action revolver. Also with the states like Montana and Indiana. And of course at last gold. I love physical gold for some reason.
 
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WaitingAllMyLife

Student
Jul 4, 2022
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Right. Again my biggest fear is to be like having to go trough this life again in a different life. I makes my sick thinking about it. What is that beautiful place without pain ? Are we aware of it? I just can't imagine everything going black and feel nothing. I believe I will go somewhere we maybe as humans can't even comprehend. Maybe it's wishful thinking..

Will be watching this now! Thanks !!
But would you really be going through it "again" if you weren't aware you did it before? Maybe whatever new reality you end up in will be more conducive to finally working through whatever it is your soul needs to work through. If reincarnation is real and your unable to cope with or fix your current suffering, then you have nothing to fear as you'd be advancing yourself on to hopefully a better situation. Don't misread me - I am NOT saying CTB is a good idea or that you should. Not at all. Just trying to challenge your fear of coming back.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
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I definitely feel like I've lived multiple lifetimes before this current one, without a doubt. No, I was not a king or queen but I did live through the decline of at least one other empire and what I see now is not surprising or shocking, just vaguely familiar. Who I was then and the actions I did isn't who I am now or how I am living my current life for the most part.
No you are not the same person when you reincarnate.
very interesting. thank you for being willing to share~
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
Anything that is better than this hell is welcome. I just see it as a mystery adventure.
 
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Razor67

Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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But would you really be going through it "again" if you weren't aware you did it before? Maybe whatever new reality you end up in will be more conducive to finally working through whatever it is your soul needs to work through. If reincarnation is real and your unable to cope with or fix your current suffering, then you have nothing to fear as you'd be advancing yourself on to hopefully a better situation. Don't misread me - I am NOT saying CTB is a good idea or that you should. Not at all. Just trying to challenge your fear of coming back.
I feel in every fiber of my body that this is the last one. No coming back. I have zero interest in materialism. I am ready to leave and also dealing with multiple mental health problems which resulted in heavy stress and substance abuse with that they try to medicated me is a reason I'm out because I refuse. People just don't get me. It's every day. Am I the crazy one or is the rest just asleep at the wheel? One psychiatrist I think got me and said. "You know exactly what I will ask next. I can't help you" I know where this world is going and I don't want anything to do with it.
 
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WaitingAllMyLife

Student
Jul 4, 2022
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I feel in every fiber of my body that this is the last one. No coming back. I have zero interest in materialism. I am ready to leave and also dealing with multiple mental health problems which resulted in heavy stress and substance abuse with that they try to medicated me is a reason I'm out because I refuse. People just don't get me. It's every day. Am I the crazy one or is the rest just asleep at the wheel? One psychiatrist I think got me and said. "You know exactly what I will ask next. I can't help you" I know where this world is going and I don't want anything to do with it.
I'm so sorry. I feel alone as well. I hate this existence and it infuriates me that I was ever even born. I hope there is no reincarnation and just nothing after all this. I just want to not be. I hope you find some peace and relief.
 
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self.destractive

self.destractive

ick/icks, they/them
Dec 11, 2020
85
does there need to be more to this than what we already have?
do we really gotta exist forever?

i think after i die, my body will be cremated, and i'll be put into biodegradable urn and from there i'll be chucked into the ground, just like my dad. once that sucker starts to crumble, my ashes will seep into the soil and will disperse accordingly. not sure if theres much nutritional value to ashes but im hoping some creature or organism gets at least SOMETHING from it, even if its just a slightly more comfortable soil pH or something small like that.

i dont know where my consciousness will go, or if it will even continue to exist. honestly i dont know how to feel about it. on one hand, nonexistence as a concept comforts me, on the other hand it scares the everloving fuck outta me. i cant make up my mind. im not sure if i care enough to.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Probably nothing. I think that once I'm dead I won't know I'm dead.
 
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rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
566
ever been under general anesthesia?

i think it will be like that, the only difference being you dont wake up.
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
240
I hope for nothingness.
(like a deep sleep without dreams)
 
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Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
Everything is transformed. All energy, matter, and consciousness. There is no such thing as nothing.
 
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