Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
I matured. I realize the reality of things now.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I've gotten older and things have gotten worse.
 
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Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
this decade surprisingly isn't different from last decade or the decade before that =D
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
A generation of kids glued to their phones
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
I'm older, sicker, sadder, and another decade has passed me by, with only trauma to show for it. I've stagnated in life; I had a very successful childhood and I feel deeply my personal failures and stymied potential.

I'm alienated from others more because I've lost my hearing and my disabilities are now more visible. The world gets sicker and sicker, and we are running out of time to fix it, and I am too useless to fight for it any more. I don't know if it's even possible for me to have friends, and I don't think I could sit out the decline of humanity alone.

It's hard for me to even want to heal when the world isn't. It's very difficult fo me to explain this in a way that most people could relate to, but I think a lot of people do feel on some level sad for their environment and might be able to understand that I could feel acute grief for the harm being done to the oceans, soil, and ecological relationships between animals, even if they couldn't understand how it affects me culturally and spiritually.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Nothing much, really. I'm still the same, but I've come to the breaking point. Life isn't worth it, I shouldn't have tried to make it worthwhile.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
Well, having people like Trump and Bolsonaro be elected to the presidencies of their respective countries is just one more reason why people would want to ctb in this decade rather than in the previous one.

On a personal level, I think observing my mother's increasing ill health makes me want to ctb someday in order to avoid what she is now enduring. In the 2000s, Mom's health was on the whole not that bad, and she fairly quickly recovered from whatever ailments she had (such as anemia severe enough for hospitalization, hiatal hernia etc.). She is not getting any better now, and I don't know if she will remain like this for years or quickly deteriorate, or how long she has to live. And I think that Mom does not want to know about her prognosis. Of course, I think I will probably be dead before I am 78 (my mother's current age): I really do not want to live past my 65th birthday. But God only knows what will happen...
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,813
The general state of society and the world has declined and only seems to get worse, our freedoms are being stripped away and losing more rights than ever, and other social issues around the world, societal trends, etc. Now for my personal life, well it has been shit and isn't getting much better on the large scale of things. Some of it are, but not limited to, unemployment and unable to find a job that isn't wageslaving to death, social anxiety and Aspergers, and then of course failed aspirations and dreams. While technology has made things more convenient, it also shows the true state of the world itself, lots of suffering and agony with little moments of peace and joy.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Just everything piling up. I wanted to CTB last decade but decided to give life "one more chance". Now I'm divorced and more fucked up than ever.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
Well, aside from the fact that my life has become completely annihilated.....this world is fucked. No one has any individuality, spirit, or heart. I feel things were quite different ten years ago. Maybe it's just me.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Cause things getting worse every day, I feel more psychosomatic symptoms as well.
 
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