icantSleep

icantSleep

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what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
 
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AShipinthedark

AShipinthedark

*Explosion Noises*
Aug 1, 2023
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I absolutely, personally, could not do so, I have a daughter I would be leaving behind and if there was any chance above 00.01% of her seeing that, it would be an unacceptable risk!
 
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Maeve

Maeve

The screaming never stops
Jul 17, 2023
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I don't want to die alone so if i can take a peaceful method being on a call would be nice to not be alone in the last really scary minutes
 
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JustSomeoneOnline

JustSomeoneOnline

Barely floating along
Mar 9, 2023
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I don't want to die alone so if i can take a peaceful method being on a call would be nice to not be alone in the last really scary minutes
true i would really hate being alone but if theres a risk that anyone would call the police on me i might just have to accept that in my last moments i will be alone.
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
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what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?

I'm happy to join in live streaming as it'll help me understand the method.
 
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Wyldfyre4948

Wyldfyre4948

Waiting for my bus
Jul 12, 2023
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I don't really want to die alone, but I can't trust someone to try and stop me. Even if its a livestream I wouldn't want to risk someone I know finding it and sending help. Doubt anyone would want hear me praying and crying either.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I don't really understand the whole livestreaming suicide thing and why people would do it, I guess people have their reasons, but I would like to die alone in peace, far away from other people.
 
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winamp

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May 20, 2023
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I was thinking about this yesterday actually

the reason/why people live stream their deaths not just live streaming but CTB-ing in front of people in general wether if it's online or in person in a crowded area or a place your visit frequently like a job, school, etc.

I started to emphasize with some of the people who do this because I always thought people found my suffering and torment entertaining and I enjoy making people smile and happy so why not give them a real show for your final act

although it won't make them smile or make them happy it will traumatize them for a very long time and then I will never be forgotten and they will see the result of their rudeness, and mistreatment towards me or I would even invite them to hurt me as well during said performance and show them that they won

I used to fantasize about this a lot it is not healthy to dwell on those that have hurt you and seeking out revenge or wanting to hurt them in any way so I trying my best not to have those thoughts or visions and I don't but they come back every once in a while

so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was


I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I would never live-stream my suicide or even make a video about it because I don't want to end up on gore sites that would make fun of me in the end.
 
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icantSleep

icantSleep

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Aug 1, 2023
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I was thinking about this yesterday actually

the reason/why people live stream their deaths not just live streaming but CTB-ing in front of people in general wether if it's online or in person in a crowded area or a place your visit frequently like a job, school, etc.

I started to emphasize with some of the people who do this because I always thought people found my suffering and torment entertaining and I enjoy making people smile and happy so why not give them a real show for your final act

although it won't make them smile or make them happy it will traumatize them for a very long time and then I will never be forgotten and they will see the result of their rudeness, and mistreatment towards me or I would even invite them to hurt me as well during said performance and show them that they won

I used to fantasize about this a lot it is not healthy to dwell on those that have hurt you and seeking out revenge or wanting to hurt them in any way so I trying my best not to have those thoughts or visions and I don't but they come back every once in a while

so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was


I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit
yes i think that's feeding the SI in some form like making it calm and enough
 
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winamp

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
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I would never live-stream my suicide or even make a video about it because I don't want to end up on gore sites that would make fun of me in the end.
I always feel bad and upset when I see such an intimate and dark moment used online as a meme or as a joke or a shock video

it's like they won't let the persons in those videos rest
 
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MBG

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Jul 14, 2023
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Live-streaming would show how well the new R2D ReBreather lll nitrogen asphyxiation device works. If it works as good as it should, that device will be a game changer.
 
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icantSleep

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Live-streaming would show how well the new R2D ReBreather lll nitrogen asphyxiation device works. If it works as good as it should, that device will be a game changer.
maybe i will stream my ctb but i am not sure about the method
 
ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
236
what do you Think about streaming when you ctb does it effect you in any way ? and if you did does anyone would care ?
I personally have no issue with live streaming if you are responsible about it - no streams to areas where unsuspecting adults nor children wil see it.

It's something I would consider if done right. It resonates with me.
so in conclusion, maybe the people who decide to CTB in front of any audience online or in person either don't want to be forgotten or they want to entertain those who have hurt them just so they know just how terrible everything was

I am not sure but I find it all very interesting and can relate a bit

I think we have to deal with what is the person trying to achieve at the moment of their death, not what comes after. If it provides some comfort, no matter how misguided, it might be considered their last wish on earth.
I always feel bad and upset when I see such an intimate and dark moment used online as a meme or as a joke or a shock video

it's like they won't let the persons in those videos rest
I agree with you on that - there are a lot of cruel people - far more than I have ever expected
maybe i will stream my ctb but i am not sure about the method
I am moving in the same direction
 
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ddn.ctb

ddn.ctb

Waiting to step off in front of an audience
Sep 9, 2023
236
I'd be happy to live stream. As long as it's a stream that won't be seen by children or the unexpected

It's a choice just like your method. And for some reason it resonates with me.

I don't mind DM on it
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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I'd be happy to live stream. As long as it's a stream that won't be seen by children or the unexpected

It's a choice just like your method. And for some reason it resonates with me.

I don't mind DM on it
I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming
I'm happy to join in live streaming
 
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aiki__0

aiki__0

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Sep 18, 2023
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I could never. I'm already extremely paranoid about digital footprint and all that crap. I don't want my last moments being on some website like liveleak someday. Plus no one would even watch XD
 
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ae300

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Sep 16, 2023
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Everyone is trying not to be disturbed on their last journey and brought back to end up as vegetables! Think for yourself, does streaming make sense? You can also try to hang yourself in a busy market place at noon.
Even this forum is well monitored and the content is automatically collected and analyzed by research groups. You will find some research reports on SS in search engines.
It's just as nonsense to photograph your "tree" here and the Exif data with full gps is still in the picture! How thoughtless can you be?
 
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