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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
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I was worried the site got shut down. I'm still alive y'all… For now. It's been hard to find someone to assist me with dying (1st choice) or to find a partner (2nd choice). So I'm just kind of casually chilling and existing until then.

Does anyone know any cool spiritual songs (non-religious) or nice country songs that could help me kill time? I'm very picky with country songs, but the ones I like I really like.
 
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May 8, 2023
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Personally I'd advise against finding someone to assist with your suicide, as they could be in big legal trouble if you go through with it. Having a partner removes that problem, assuming both of you die.

I don't really listen to spiritual music so I don't have recommendations unfortunately.
 
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inconclusivesorbet

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Jan 28, 2026
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listen to Sail away by Enya
Or really anything by Enya
Ephemeral
I realized that this site has a chokehold over me and is also helping to keep me here while it was down.
Back in the limbo
What is the thing that most appeals to you in having a partner?
 
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thatworthlessmale04

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Aug 23, 2023
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Personally I'd advise against finding someone to assist with your suicide, as they could be in big legal trouble if you go through with it. Having a partner removes that problem, assuming both of you die.

I don't really listen to spiritual music so I don't have recommendations unfortunately.
Dang it. That was actually my plan too. I was hoping to find someone to walk me through my steps, and actually mail me some poison. Preferably someone local so we can actually meet up in person for the exchange (I don't want to get set up however, and get lured to the police.)
 
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bellaisdonewithlife

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Jan 29, 2026
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Personally I'd advise against finding someone to assist with your suicide, as they could be in big legal trouble if you go through with it. Having a partner removes that problem, assuming both of you die.

I don't really listen to spiritual music so I don't have recommendations unfortunately.
I was thinking of paying someone in the underworld to help me. But finding someone in my area in Canada seems tough whether it's to help me or to exit with me. I only came across like 2 spiritual songs recently, one was pretty country, so I made 2 songs with AI tonight that I really like.
 

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