Story Well, I may be leaving tonight with N. Need some advice.

[Sadboyspecimen]

Okay guys, so I fucked up real bad. Once again my stupidity has got me in a real pickle, and this time it very well may be a matter of to CTB or not.

I've been living in an apartment for six months or so. I'm also a pretty big fan of drugs of all kinds. I acquired some marijuana seeds a few months back and immediately vacuum sealed them for future use. Possibly as a guerilla grow, or I would grow one day if I ever got my own place. Well.. I got curious. I really really wanted to grow my own weed. So I just went ahead and planted one seed and thought what the hell, I will just eat it once it gets big and starts smelling bad. No one gets hurt and I get to have a little fun. I mean I have like 100 seeds anyway so whatever.

Little did I know that the plant stinks almost immediately. only a week or so after germination. I must have gotten used to the smell since that plant is growing right next to my bed. I not only was growing the weed plant, but I also have peyote cacti, I was growing shrooms, I have N, I had tabs of acid, Delta 8 products, more MJ seeds. Basically quite a few things that I technically should not have and not all of them were necessarily hidden. It really had not been a problem in the 6 months I've lived here.

So here's the problem. Today I ordered some food and decided to walk down and pick it up. Before I left I kicked on my AC (I usually keep it off to save money on the electricity bill) so the place would cool down and I could relax and eat comfortably as it was quite hot today. I got the food, came back and once I got out of the elevator I immediately was hit with a wall of dank stank. Throughout the whole floor. It looks like my AC has a vent that leads into the hallway for some reason that I did not know about until today. What's worse is that I really didn't even think anything of it at the time. This is not the first time I have smelled the smell of MJ in my building. Of course there is a difference in the smell of fresh MJ vs smoked. Anyhow I went about my day and just put it out of my head. At about 7:30 I decided to run to the store and get soda. I got to the lobby and was met by the property manager. She asked me if there was a smell coming from upstairs that I had noticed. I played dumb. Asked her to elaborate. She said she got multiple complaints of a bad smell coming from my floor. She then said she maybe thought it was cat piss. (animals are not aloud in the building so this is also a no no). But I could tell that she was also playing dumb. I said I hadn't really noticed anything myself and she said okay, but what's going to happen is if nobody comes forward to own up, then everyone's apartments will be getting searched. I just said okay and left and went to the store in an effort to play it cool.

So I hustled to the store, bought my shit, came back and found out the elevator was up on my floor. Go figure, I'm thinking what happened is she saw that I left and took the opportunity to search my apartment while I was gone. I checked my door. It was still locked. So felt relief that nobody was actually currently in there. I immediately ate my plant and flushed the roots. Flushed all of the delta 8 products just bc even though it's technically legal here, I have still heard of people getting into trouble for it. Sprayed alcohol on my shrooms and dumped a bunch of boiling water on them to kill all of the mycelium. I haven't gotten rid of the peyotes yet bc they are so special to me and I really don't want to, but I know I could get bent over bad for having them. I was really expecting the police to be there by the time I got back and I'm still expecting a knock at the door any second. I've gotten rid of everything besides the peyotes and the N. I cannot get rid of the N. No matter what. I don't ever want to take the chance of having something like that shipped in the mail to me again. I feel so lucky that I got it in the first place. But I know that to be found with it can mean some serious consequences.

It's now been about 3 hours and I haven't heard anything about it. I do not know if she reported me to the police. I do not know I she ever searched my apartment. But I do know that if she did, there's a really good chance that she took pictures of everything and will either use it to get me arrested or for sure evicted. I'm not sure how that works given that everything is gone, but with a photo I'm sure it wont matter. Or is there a possibility that she's cutting me a break and basically saying that if I get rid of it all now, nothing bad will happen in the future? What do you think? would the police have been here by now? or would they really wait for tomorrow to come to nail me?

I'm going crazy with anxiety right now. I know there is a really easy way to make this all go away really quick, but its so sudden to CTB. I don't know if I dare take a chance on what tomorrow brings though. I will either be homeless, arrested, or possibly nothing will happen, but I have a sneaking suspicion that this won't just turn out to be nothing.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Not sure where you are, but in US no one is allowed to go into your apartment without a search warrant or your permission.

 

[hungry_ghost]

I think you need to take a moment, and breathe.

You are scared and paranoid right now, which is understandable.

I would be thinking the same things.

But what reason would she have to suspect you personally?

You've already gotten rid of most of the evidence.

Is there anywhere else you can stash the N for a couple of days until you are sure no one is going to come knocking?

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

Not sure where you are, but in US no one is allowed to go into your apartment without a search warrant or your permission.

Yes US. I guess I'm not really sure what my state or local laws are. Or my apartment rules. I had to sign about 30 different papers to get the place and one of them for sure was a 0 tolerance drug policy form. It very well could have given up my rights to searches for all I know. Like a moron, I did not read the thing. And besides that point is there really wouldn't be anything stopping her from walking in while I was gone and then later giving an anonymous call to the police where they could get a warrant. I just do not know how I could possibly hide the N. There are cameras outside. and I really wouldn't have anywhere to hide the bottles anyway.

I think you need to take a moment, and breathe.

You are scared and paranoid right now, which is understandable.

I would be thinking the same things.

But what reason would she have to suspect you personally?

You've already gotten rid of most of the evidence.

Is there anywhere else you can stash the N for a couple of days until you are sure no one is going to come knocking?

Thank you. I think she would suspect me since I do have a MJ possession charge on my record. Not sure if it was still on there at the time I applied bc it was many years ago. Also most of my neighbors are old folks, I lot older than me anyhow. I guess I'm really honestly the most likely candidate.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I had to sign about 30 different papers to get the place and one of them for sure was a 0 tolerance drug policy form. It very well could have given up my rights to searches for all I know. Like a moron, I did not read the thing.

You would have been given copies of those papers you signed BY LAW. Better read them. A zero tolerance drug policy form does not in itself give a landlord permission to enter your apartment. They can call the police if they suspect drugs, but can't investigate themselves without your permission, which can be given by you personally, or by signing something that allows them to enter. You need to check out what you signed. I will say that it is rare for a landlord to have tenant's sign papers that negate the tenant's civil rights to that extent. Most would never sign anything like that. They can enter for emergency purposes like a fire and busted pipes without your express permission.

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

You would have been given copies of those papers you signed BY LAW. Better read them. A zero tolerance drug policy form does not in itself give a landlord permission to enter your apartment. They can call the police if they suspect drugs, but can't investigate themselves without your permission, which can be given by you personally, or by signing something that allows them to enter. You need to check out what you signed. I will say that it is rare for a landlord to have tenant's sign papers that negate the tenant's civil rights to that extent. Most would never sign anything like that. They can enter for emergency purposes like a fire and busted pipes without your express permission.

Okay, yeah I checked and all it basically says is that I agree to not do anything illegal here and that doing illegal things can result in termination of the lease, but it does not say anything about searches.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Okay, yeah I checked and all it basically says is that I agree to not do anything illegal here and that doing illegal things can result in termination of the lease, but it does not say anything about searches.

Then they can't enter without your permission. As I said, if they suspect something, they can call the authorities. My advice: get rid of all the stuff, put it some place safe for a while not in the apartment, and let things simmer down (just so you can calm your anxiety down). No idea where you can take everything, but get it out of there for a while.

 

[makethepainstop]

Okay guys, so I fucked up real bad. Once again my stupidity has got me in a real pickle, and this time it very well may be a matter of to CTB or not.

I've been living in an apartment for six months or so. I'm also a pretty big fan of drugs of all kinds. I acquired some marijuana seeds a few months back and immediately vacuum sealed them for future use. Possibly as a guerilla grow, or I would grow one day if I ever got my own place. Well.. I got curious. I really really wanted to grow my own weed. So I just went ahead and planted one seed and thought what the hell, I will just eat it once it gets big and starts smelling bad. No one gets hurt and I get to have a little fun. I mean I have like 100 seeds anyway so whatever.

Little did I know that the plant stinks almost immediately. only a week or so after germination. I must have gotten used to the smell since that plant is growing right next to my bed. I not only was growing the weed plant, but I also have peyote cacti, I was growing shrooms, I have N, I had tabs of acid, Delta 8 products, more MJ seeds. Basically quite a few things that I technically should not have and not all of them were necessarily hidden. It really had not been a problem in the 6 months I've lived here.

So here's the problem. Today I ordered some food and decided to walk down and pick it up. Before I left I kicked on my AC (I usually keep it off to save money on the electricity bill) so the place would cool down and I could relax and eat comfortably as it was quite hot today. I got the food, came back and once I got out of the elevator I immediately was hit with a wall of dank stank. Throughout the whole floor. It looks like my AC has a vent that leads into the hallway for some reason that I did not know about until today. What's worse is that I really didn't even think anything of it at the time. This is not the first time I have smelled the smell of MJ in my building. Of course there is a difference in the smell of fresh MJ vs smoked. Anyhow I went about my day and just put it out of my head. At about 7:30 I decided to run to the store and get soda. I got to the lobby and was met by the property manager. She asked me if there was a smell coming from upstairs that I had noticed. I played dumb. Asked her to elaborate. She said she got multiple complaints of a bad smell coming from my floor. She then said she maybe thought it was cat piss. (animals are not aloud in the building so this is also a no no). But I could tell that she was also playing dumb. I said I hadn't really noticed anything myself and she said okay, but what's going to happen is if nobody comes forward to own up, then everyone's apartments will be getting searched. I just said okay and left and went to the store in an effort to play it cool.

So I hustled to the store, bought my shit, came back and found out the elevator was up on my floor. Go figure, I'm thinking what happened is she saw that I left and took the opportunity to search my apartment while I was gone. I checked my door. It was still locked. So felt relief that nobody was actually currently in there. I immediately ate my plant and flushed the roots. Flushed all of the delta 8 products just bc even though it's technically legal here, I have still heard of people getting into trouble for it. Sprayed alcohol on my shrooms and dumped a bunch of boiling water on them to kill all of the mycelium. I haven't gotten rid of the peyotes yet bc they are so special to me and I really don't want to, but I know I could get bent over bad for having them. I was really expecting the police to be there by the time I got back and I'm still expecting a knock at the door any second. I've gotten rid of everything besides the peyotes and the N. I cannot get rid of the N. No matter what. I don't ever want to take the chance of having something like that shipped in the mail to me again. I feel so lucky that I got it in the first place. But I know that to be found with it can mean some serious consequences.

It's now been about 3 hours and I haven't heard anything about it. I do not know if she reported me to the police. I do not know I she ever searched my apartment. But I do know that if she did, there's a really good chance that she took pictures of everything and will either use it to get me arrested or for sure evicted. I'm not sure how that works given that everything is gone, but with a photo I'm sure it wont matter. Or is there a possibility that she's cutting me a break and basically saying that if I get rid of it all now, nothing bad will happen in the future? What do you think? would the police have been here by now? or would they really wait for tomorrow to come to nail me?

I'm going crazy with anxiety right now. I know there is a really easy way to make this all go away really quick, but its so sudden to CTB. I don't know if I dare take a chance on what tomorrow brings though. I will either be homeless, arrested, or possibly nothing will happen, but I have a sneaking suspicion that this won't just turn out to be nothing.

Dude try to hold it together. I know you are in a panic. If the police were called and they showed up, you would already be in handcuffs. Usually, when cops are called they arrive within 30 minutes. Calm down and focus, if you have terminated the source of the smell, then the odor should be gone soon. I would complain about the odor as well to make appear that I was just as annoyed by it as the next tenant. Thus giving you some credibility that you also are annoyed by this damn odor. LOVe and calm to you .

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

Dude try to hold it together. I know you are in a panic. If the police were called and they showed up, you would already be in handcuffs. Usually, when cops are called they arrive within 30 minutes. Calm down and focus, if you have terminated the source of the smell, then the odor should be gone soon. I would complain about the odor as well to make appear that I was just as annoyed by it as the next tenant. Thus giving you some credibility that you also are annoyed by this damn odor. LOVe and calm to you .

Thank you man, I thought about that as well, of course it was after the fact. I should have just said I could smell weed so it would look as if I hated it too. I should have just gone back upstairs immediately and ate the plant instead of going to the store, but I panicked and thought that if I had headed back up I would look guilty. I overall think I kept my cool pretty well, but I've never been confident in my ability to lie, and I'm pissed at myself for being so dumb as to get myself in this situation in the first place. I knew it was dumb before I planted the damn seed. Just really didn't think the plant would actually stink as potent as is did at such an early age. I'm so dumb for putting myself in this position, but if by some miracle I make it out without any trouble, I'm never going to try that again. I have been planning to CTB soon anyway. I just really wanted to grow at least on plant before the end.

 

[makethepainstop]

Mistakes are paving stones to success! Relax, use better planning in the future to avoid such frightening and annoying scenarios. I have to say I envy your choice of botanicals. I hear shrooms are almost as good as purple microdots. Buddy of mine gave me one in ninth grade. I have never laughed so hard in school in my life. The microdot kicked in in biology class. I remember the funniest thing two drawings of cells jumped up and down a few times in my biology book and then took off across the table. They were making high-pitched sounds of beep beep beep. They were covered in rainbow colors. Weird huh? But fun I must confess.

 

[Hollowillow]

Okay guys, so I fucked up real bad. Once again my stupidity has got me in a real pickle, and this time it very well may be a matter of to CTB or not.

I've been living in an apartment for six months or so. I'm also a pretty big fan of drugs of all kinds. I acquired some marijuana seeds a few months back and immediately vacuum sealed them for future use. Possibly as a guerilla grow, or I would grow one day if I ever got my own place. Well.. I got curious. I really really wanted to grow my own weed. So I just went ahead and planted one seed and thought what the hell, I will just eat it once it gets big and starts smelling bad. No one gets hurt and I get to have a little fun. I mean I have like 100 seeds anyway so whatever.

Little did I know that the plant stinks almost immediately. only a week or so after germination. I must have gotten used to the smell since that plant is growing right next to my bed. I not only was growing the weed plant, but I also have peyote cacti, I was growing shrooms, I have N, I had tabs of acid, Delta 8 products, more MJ seeds. Basically quite a few things that I technically should not have and not all of them were necessarily hidden. It really had not been a problem in the 6 months I've lived here.

So here's the problem. Today I ordered some food and decided to walk down and pick it up. Before I left I kicked on my AC (I usually keep it off to save money on the electricity bill) so the place would cool down and I could relax and eat comfortably as it was quite hot today. I got the food, came back and once I got out of the elevator I immediately was hit with a wall of dank stank. Throughout the whole floor. It looks like my AC has a vent that leads into the hallway for some reason that I did not know about until today. What's worse is that I really didn't even think anything of it at the time. This is not the first time I have smelled the smell of MJ in my building. Of course there is a difference in the smell of fresh MJ vs smoked. Anyhow I went about my day and just put it out of my head. At about 7:30 I decided to run to the store and get soda. I got to the lobby and was met by the property manager. She asked me if there was a smell coming from upstairs that I had noticed. I played dumb. Asked her to elaborate. She said she got multiple complaints of a bad smell coming from my floor. She then said she maybe thought it was cat piss. (animals are not aloud in the building so this is also a no no). But I could tell that she was also playing dumb. I said I hadn't really noticed anything myself and she said okay, but what's going to happen is if nobody comes forward to own up, then everyone's apartments will be getting searched. I just said okay and left and went to the store in an effort to play it cool.

So I hustled to the store, bought my shit, came back and found out the elevator was up on my floor. Go figure, I'm thinking what happened is she saw that I left and took the opportunity to search my apartment while I was gone. I checked my door. It was still locked. So felt relief that nobody was actually currently in there. I immediately ate my plant and flushed the roots. Flushed all of the delta 8 products just bc even though it's technically legal here, I have still heard of people getting into trouble for it. Sprayed alcohol on my shrooms and dumped a bunch of boiling water on them to kill all of the mycelium. I haven't gotten rid of the peyotes yet bc they are so special to me and I really don't want to, but I know I could get bent over bad for having them. I was really expecting the police to be there by the time I got back and I'm still expecting a knock at the door any second. I've gotten rid of everything besides the peyotes and the N. I cannot get rid of the N. No matter what. I don't ever want to take the chance of having something like that shipped in the mail to me again. I feel so lucky that I got it in the first place. But I know that to be found with it can mean some serious consequences.

It's now been about 3 hours and I haven't heard anything about it. I do not know if she reported me to the police. I do not know I she ever searched my apartment. But I do know that if she did, there's a really good chance that she took pictures of everything and will either use it to get me arrested or for sure evicted. I'm not sure how that works given that everything is gone, but with a photo I'm sure it wont matter. Or is there a possibility that she's cutting me a break and basically saying that if I get rid of it all now, nothing bad will happen in the future? What do you think? would the police have been here by now? or would they really wait for tomorrow to come to nail me?

I'm going crazy with anxiety right now. I know there is a really easy way to make this all go away really quick, but its so sudden to CTB. I don't know if I dare take a chance on what tomorrow brings though. I will either be homeless, arrested, or possibly nothing will happen, but I have a sneaking suspicion that this won't just turn out to be nothing.

Good that you got rid of stuff.

Tell her the ac vent went in the corridor? How to prevent that..
That it must have been moldy too and you'll clean it?

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

Good that you got rid of stuff.

Tell her the ac vent went in the corridor? How to prevent that..
That it must have been moldy too and you'll clean it?

Yeah that could probably work. I'm really hoping that if I just don't leave my apartment at all that it will quickly just go away. I know that there is a guy here that smokes weed for sure, he hits his one hitter all the time while I'm out having a cigarette. So honestly that's what it might be about. But we don't live on the same floor.

I'm really trying hard not to just swallow the N. I mean, for almost 2 months now I have been trying to overcome SI and just do it anyway. I quit my job because I was getting made fun of by coworkers and I've had so many jobs in the past that I just quit on the spot like that for the same reasons. I've been wasting away ever since. Always saying tonight will be the night. And I honestly hadn't really been taking care of the plant, or any of my other plants for that matter anyway. Just letting everything go. Perhaps I should just take advantage of this unfortunate scenario. Death or prison. I think I'd choose death over killing my peyotes anyhow, I guess the authorities would probably squash them though.

 

[Hollowillow]

Cute flower but I had a cuter cactus.

I wish I had your N... Where did you get it? Send us some drugs hidden in teddy bears?

I'm in pain...

Maybe read about how to be assertive and put boundaries? I suck at ut, was bullied too... Even by doctors... I want out

 

[Sadboyspecimen]

Cute flower but I had a cuter cactus.

I wish I had your N... Where did you get it? Send us some drugs hidden in teddy bears?

I'm in pain...

Maybe read about how to be assertive and put boundaries? I suck at ut, was bullied too... Even by doctors... I want out

Got it from D back in January. I was gonna swallow it back then, but decided to give myself one last chance. I got a job and an apartment in a new town far away from all my troubles, but very quickly ran into more problems. Life was actually really something special for a minute there. It really felt like everything was coming together and I think it was bc of having the N. Knowing that I had a golden ticket out of here the moment that it felt right. But now here I am, in probably the most opportune moment, and it becomes hard all over again. I think I'm just mostly scared of the afterlife. I want to believe that death feels exactly the way it does when I sleep. When I sleep I usually do not dream, it truly feels like the eternal nothing. But what if it truly is just hell?

 

[PainAndSadness]

How did you acquire the N?