Well here again after a long time

[Jamesun]

I think I always go back to feeling like I always did, like a useless person, a fool I wish I could be smart why something as simple as a mathematical equation is so difficult for me.I hate myself I wish I was dead I would like to stop feeling I wish I could die, I tried to ask for help but I didn't receive it these suicidal thoughts always come back I don't know what to do.

 

[SVEN]

Perhaps just keep plodding on as best you can, James, until you finally come to a resolution. Meantime, hopefully you already know that this is a no pressure, vent as much as you like, safe place.
If it helps any, I'm an old analogue duffer living in a digital world. I still think in lbs and ounces, add up in shillings and pennies, and the buggers went metric in the UK back in the 1970s.

 

[Federico]

I think I always go back to feeling like I always did, like a useless person, a fool I wish I could be smart why something as simple as a mathematical equation is so difficult for me.I hate myself I wish I was dead I would like to stop feeling I wish I could die, I tried to ask for help but I didn't receive it these suicidal thoughts always come back I don't know what to do.

i might not be your help . . . but I'm here if it means something to you...
and about maths ... my man neither mathmaticians know how they work , trust me ... i'm one of them. Logic intelligence doesn't define you , all , and i say all the iq tests are a kinda useless and fake....maybe you have artistic intelligence or emotional one as i think . . . i love you and i care for you because you're not useless ...you listened to everyone but the little kid in your heart . . . just imagine you being a kid and meeting you , the grown up . . . i believe firmly that you will do everything to not contrist him . . . he looks at you with the faith of an innocent ...no matter what you're THE ONE for him . He believes in you , he lvoes you , he forgives you and embraces you . You can't disappoint him , he's a kid. I don't want to force you or something i would just like you to see yourself with different eyes , at least for a moment to see how courageous and beautiful you are .

 

[Jamesun]

i might not be your help . . . but I'm here if it means something to you...
and about maths ... my man neither mathmaticians know how they work , trust me ... i'm one of them. Logic intelligence doesn't define you , all , and i say all the iq tests are a kinda useless and fake....maybe you have artistic intelligence or emotional one as i think . . . i love you and i care for you because you're not useless ...you listened to everyone but the little kid in your heart . . . just imagine you being a kid and meeting you , the grown up . . . i believe firmly that you will do everything to not contrist him . . . he looks at you with the faith of an innocent ...no matter what you're THE ONE for him . He believes in you , he lvoes you , he forgives you and embraces you . You can't disappoint him , he's a kid. I don't want to force you or something i would just like you to see yourself with different eyes , at least for a moment to see how courageous and beautiful you are .

Thanks I really needed to talk a little, I've been feeling bad for a couple of months and these last few weeks I just wanted to ask for help or be heard.

Perhaps just keep plodding on as best you can, James, until you finally come to a resolution. Meantime, hopefully you already know that this is a no pressure, vent as much as you like, safe place.
If it helps any, I'm an old analogue duffer living in a digital world. I still think in lbs and ounces, add up in shillings and pennies, and the buggers went metric in the UK back in the 1970s.

Yes, I really needed it, everything has been shit lately my thoughts haven't left me free these last few months.

 

[Federico]

Thanks I really needed to talk a little, I've been feeling bad for a couple of months and these last few weeks I just wanted to ask for help or be heard.

Yes, I really needed it, everything has been shit lately my thoughts haven't left me free these last few months.

I'm here ready to listen , we all that are here are . . . much love to you

 

[Meteora]

Welcome back... even if it is a sad reason why.

 

[SVEN]

One thing I'm pretty sure of is that almost everyone reading this thread can entirely relate to the never ending thoughts which just keep circling in our weary brains.