Ways to induce suicidal desire?

[novem]

Alcohol and whatever impulsive trigger that hits your soft spot to tip you over the edge. Alcohol and benzos inhibit the brain's amygdala, which comprises your SI. Remember the last time you did something really stupid drunk that almost got you killed or you would have never done it a billion years sober?

Well that's alcohol's action on the amygdala. It inhibits your most powerful instincts to do what you would never ordinarily sober. A combination of alcohol, really bad day and then impulsive mental trigger with a strong sedative benzo to ease the nerves and further inhibit inhibitions along with previous mental preparation reminding you of all of the reasons why you'd be better off dead would be more than enough to put you over the edge and pull the trigger. It's just a matter of having the lethal means on hand in the moment right there when it comes.

Chantix (varenicline)

This one in particular, the smoking cessation pill is the one most prominent and correlated with suicidal tendencies and attempts. It was the subject of a major lawsuit over it after a multitude of people attempted suicide as a result of the drug's suicidal side effects symptoms.

That is exactly How I am going to push myself over the edge, I know the soft spot that triggers me and alcohol is the most available. I had times while drunk when I was ready mentally but did not have the method.
I don't think I would ever feel ready without a proper push.

 

[grandeur.egg]

What helps push my suicidal desires is to talk to narcissists, be abandoned, be cheated on, overall just being abused really.

why is everybodys ex/abusive parent a narcissist?

 

[lionetta12]

why is everybodys ex/abusive parent a narcissist?

Well my mom's side of the family has 3 people who are diagnosed with Antisocial personality disorder and 1 of them is in jail for things that only psychopaths would do. They even scanned his brain and put a photo of it in a psychology book here too, really sad to know that that's the heritage from my crazy mom's side of the family, but luckily I never got diagnosed with any of that after being tested for everything mentally pretty much due to my C-PTSD. Most of my ex's have been narcissists, but it's partially my fault because I get drawn to how charismatic they are at first and I'm a personality kind of person so I get smitten with that. All I really want is someone who's kinda shy and boring, but I never really find anyone like that who ever likes me so I end up with the narcissist in the group always, hope I've been able to learn enough now to stop that pattern, we will see these next couple of months.