I believe that many people from third-world countries mainly want to ctb because of their poor living situation, be it because of their family (in third-world countries, families mostly oppose their children's views.), bad hygiene and living situations, corrupt governments which make the society unbearable to handle, etc.
Sorry you're in that situation. Is there any way you can apply as a refugee and flee your country? Granted, these organizations don't care very much considering what is happening to a friend of mine who is a refugee (I don't want to explain what is happening in great detail but basically they can't go to a new country because they are believed to be mentally unfit and they're being tricked into thinking they're being helped.) but it is worth a shot, If you feel like it'd work.
