Help WAS ASKED TO MAKE A LETTER FOR DROPPING OUT

[AlouA]

I've said it... I cant stand physical school anymore and since I'm in a third world country, online school is frigging expensive and unreliable in here. So theres only two choices for me, Go suck it up and eventually lose my mind or stop yet again for another year. Ive already repeated year 12 last yr.. I just came back this year but still can't make it. The social setting is too much for me and i cant retain any knowledge at all because of it!!... Now going back, i was asked to make a letter for dropping out specifying the reasons why i wanted to make that decision. Also apparently need to hand it to my adviser myself which i absolutely wont frigging do. Ill ask someone to hand it over for me. I need help in doing this T T.. I plan on CTB this year before my birthday on december. Also to top of it all, it makes it much more worse since im a girl.. theres a toxic mentality in here that girls should do better than boys.

 

[brokeandbroken]

I've said it... I cant stand physical school anymore and since I'm in a third world country, online school is frigging expensive and unreliable in here. So theres only two choices for me, Go suck it up and eventually lose my mind or stop yet again for another year. Ive already repeated year 12 last yr.. I just came back this year but still can't make it. The social setting is too much for me and i cant retain any knowledge at all because of it!!... Now going back, i was asked to make a letter for dropping out specifying the reasons why i wanted to make that decision. Also apparently need to hand it to my adviser myself which i absolutely wont frigging do. Ill ask someone to hand it over for me. I need help in doing this T T.. I plan on CTB this year before my birthday on december. Also to top of it all, it makes it much more worse since im a girl.. theres a toxic mentality in here that girls should do better than boys.

I don't know what to recommend in terms of continuing or not. I'd say you should. You'll be proud you did (most likely-i cant say i was). That said... I'd just say I'm struggling with mental health and need some time to reevaluate my life.

 

[tiger b]

I remember your post about you wondering where your mother was.

I have some inkling as to what school is like in the Philippines through family members. Also, the different expectations on girls is definitely real. It's a lot to put up with. Throw social anxiety into the mix and the situation would become incredibly difficult.

 

[DearMe]

I've said it... I cant stand physical school anymore and since I'm in a third world country, online school is frigging expensive and unreliable in here. So theres only two choices for me, Go suck it up and eventually lose my mind or stop yet again for another year. Ive already repeated year 12 last yr.. I just came back this year but still can't make it. The social setting is too much for me and i cant retain any knowledge at all because of it!!... Now going back, i was asked to make a letter for dropping out specifying the reasons why i wanted to make that decision. Also apparently need to hand it to my adviser myself which i absolutely wont frigging do. Ill ask someone to hand it over for me. I need help in doing this T T.. I plan on CTB this year before my birthday on december. Also to top of it all, it makes it much more worse since im a girl.. theres a toxic mentality in here that girls should do better than boys.

I can certainly relate. Had a similar situation but I had to send out two letters from both the adviser and principal with reasons why I should drop out. When I did send it, they called my parents on me. It was such a dreading situation. Like, they forced me to be in a situation to be pressured NOT to quit. Plus, I had to deal with a crowd of people in a cramped room.

Similarly, my birthday is also in December and it's even more unknown if I should attempt to do CTB before it comes - because I'm already scared enough that they would find me again doing 'crazy' things.

Since you live in SEA. You should really just try sucking it up... It's hard, yes, you can't even be happy about it. However, if you manage to survive after ctb. It can be your hope if you try moving on.