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notahappygirl

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I just want to share how happy & blessed I am to have this way to ctb. I was able to get N after waiting for so long. I went back in August and they were having a shortage. I pay before hand and was in contact with the vet. I finally was able to get it today. Planning to ctb in 2 months
 

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FuneralCry

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I really envy you for having access to Nembutal, I understand why you'd feel so relieved, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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I just want to share how happy & blessed I am to have this way to ctb. I was able to get N after waiting for so long. I went back in August and they were having a shortage. I pay before hand and was in contact with the vet. I finally was able to get it today. Planning to ctb in 2 months
What country did you get those from?
 
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Z-A

Let me go
Mar 3, 2024
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I hate how they replaced pentobarbital medication with benzodiazepines, just to prevent people from leaving this world peacefully after it was discovered to cause death when taken in high doses.

But I'm glad at least some are still able to get access to them. Wishing you only the best.
 
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I just want to share how happy & blessed I am to have this way to ctb. I was able to get N after waiting for so long. I went back in August and they were having a shortage. I pay before hand and was in contact with the vet. I finally was able to get it today. Planning to ctb in 2 months
How many grams in one bottle?
 
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notahappygirl

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Did you go to the stores mentioned in the Peaceful Pill handbook? And are you Spanish speaking?
Ernest &cursedreality help me with the vet store. Yes I speak Spanish fluently
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

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Are you sure this is enough to kill you?
Cool that you have it!

100ml
Each 100 ML botle contains 6,5g of pentobarbital, therefore 2 bottles equals to 13 g and thats more than good enough (minimum to CTB is 10g).

Good luck, OP!
 
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Happy for you !
 
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Meteora

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Ok and are you gonna inject it, OP?
 
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Each 100 ML botle contains 6,5g of pentobarbital, therefore 2 bottles equals to 13 g and thats more than good enough (minimum to CTB is 10g).

Good luck, OP!
From what I've read one bottle is usually enough for either a small person (up to 50kg) or a frail old sick individual. 2 bottles needed for larger healthier people
 
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DreamEnd

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From what I've read one bottle is usually enough for either a small person (up to 50kg) or a frail old sick individual. 2 bottles needed for larger healthier people
I think they upped the recommended dose to 12g in 2022 because people took too long to die like up to 8 hours
 
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I think they upped the recommended dose to 12g in 2022 because people took too long to die like up to 8 hours
Oh ok. Is that 12g for anyone of any size and health? I'm a bit worried now , I am 90kg and a 42 year old male, would 2 bottles be enough for me?
 
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wereintheendgamenow

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Each 100 ML botle contains 6,5g of pentobarbital, therefore 2 bottles equals to 13 g and thats more than good enough (minimum to CTB is 10g).

Good luck, OP!
Tiny point 🧐 πŸ™‚ as per pics of the box:

0.063 g per 1 ml ==> each 100ml bottle contains 6.3g
so 2 x 100 ml bottles = 12.6 g
 
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DreamEnd

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Oh ok. Is that 12g for anyone of any size and health? I'm a bit worried now , I am 90kg and a 42 year old male, would 2 bottles be enough for me?
In the Netherlands and Switzerland, with decades of experience, there has never been a case of someone waking up after drinking 6 grams of N. For some individuals, it may take longer with 6 grams, which is why the dosage has been increased. In Switzerland, now 98% of individuals die within half an hour with 15 grams of N.

In the Netherlands, many doctors prefer oral N over intravenous because it leads to a gentler death, and according to research, death with 15 grams of N is highly predictable, usually occurring within 20 minutes, and it consistently goes smoothly. Numerous articles on this topic have been published in medical journals and in the Dutch media.

I'm sure not much difference between 12 and 15
 
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In the Netherlands and Switzerland, with decades of experience, there has never been a case of someone waking up after drinking 6 grams of N. For some individuals, it may take longer with 6 grams, which is why the dosage has been increased. In Switzerland, now 98% of individuals die within half an hour with 15 grams of N.

In the Netherlands, many doctors prefer oral N over intravenous because it leads to a gentler death, and according to research, death with 15 grams of N is highly predictable, usually occurring within 20 minutes, and it consistently goes smoothly. Numerous articles on this topic have been published in medical journals and in the Dutch media.

I'm sure not much difference between 12 and 15
Thank you
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Lucky you. I'm glad for you. Envious, but glad.
 
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Congrats on getting it.
 
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Meteora

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Jun 27, 2023
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Drink it!
Oh ok. That's easy then. And do you expect any sideeffects or problems?

I m a bit envious too, but very happy for you.

But is the N for animals the exact same as they use in Netherlands and Switzerland?

I did not know you can drink it.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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You are very lucky. I wish you all the best with your N.
 
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Did you buy it personally, without a prescription?

From what I understood, correct me if I'm wrong, those days to buy it from Mexico, you need a "fixer" who knows a vet that makes a prescription, and with that prescription, you buy the product, preferably from the store of the same aforementioned vet.

It was like that?

How much did it cost you in total - the product plus "fees"?
 
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Tears in Rain

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But is the N for animals the exact same as they use in Netherlands and Switzerland?

I did not know you can drink it.
The animal euthanasia product would have a couple of other ingredients in it apart from pentobarbital sodium.

Dignitas in Switzerland dissolve 15g of pentobarbital sodium in water for drinking.
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Pegasos give it intravenously.
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According to Wikipedia, the Netherlands gives 9 grams of pentobarbital mixed with sugar syrup and alcohol.
Screenshot 20240322 135726
 
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notahappygirl

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Catching the bus in a month* I will not be doing a goodbye thread I will update here
 
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onion Fox

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you are really lucky! im so envy you can get N!
 
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Dec 22, 2023
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That is great to witness OP and hopefully it'll help give the eternal peace that you're seeking whenever you are all geared up for CTB.
 
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Mi Mi

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Mar 18, 2024
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I just want to share how happy & blessed I am to have this way to ctb. I was able to get N after waiting for so long. I went back in August and they were having a shortage. I pay before hand and was in contact with the vet. I finally was able to get it today. Planning to ctb in 2 months
Jealous
But happy for youπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ§
 
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