MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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Tried partial hanging yesterday, test run again, finally able to pass out, everything seemed so bright then I woke up due to me having a seizure or me falling off the side of my bed idk, but if I didn't fall I would've died 100% but being unconscious felt so peaceful, I didn't even know, it felt as if I was sleeping, but no dreams, it was a kind and warm blackness, I believe in a after life, but people say death is scary, it's not, its peaceful and warm, just had to get this off my chest, I've been really excited, that I finally passed out.
 
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020x

020x

Suffering will end when the existence does.
Jul 6, 2023
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Can relate w the peaceful feeling. In my case I woke up from partial after passing out because my face somehow turned to the right side and I woke up after an hour. I'm completely fine tho, could've gotten permanent brain damage if carotid arteries were closed for longer. Might try again after the summer ends w better preparation.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Can relate w the peaceful feeling. In my case I woke up from partial after passing out because my face somehow turned to the right side and I woke up after an hour. I'm completely fine tho, could've gotten permanent brain damage if carotid arteries were closed for longer. Might try again after the summer ends w better preparation.
I'm waiting for my neck to heal, then I might fully attempt
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be a relief having the option of a method that you feel so confident in, I think that those who attempt hanging certainly are so courageous. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.
 
TheDog_

TheDog_

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Feb 25, 2023
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How do y'all figure it out? It seems so hard to find the right spot
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
How do y'all figure it out? It seems so hard to find the right spot
Took me around 18 times, best advice is mess with the rope, then put as much force as you can, when you feel numb, you got it
 
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