Wantingpeace

[Sun Stealer]

Inverness police called me as my number all over Wantingpeace's phone. Basically to confirm she had passed away. She is no longer in the agony she was in. her name was Joanna by the way. Before she was ill she loved reading and photography. Ive a few pics of her photography from her FB page cant seem to insert them on here though but hope to find a way to share them

 

[TiredHorse]

Fair winds and clear skies, Wantingpeace. I hope you find the peace you longed for.

Thank you, Sun Stealer, for the epilogue.

 

[Sun Stealer]

She is at peace now after 3 years of hell thank you tired horse

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm crying but I'm glad she has found peace

 

[Lovemykids]

Hope she is in peace
Any idea what was her method

 

[Miss clefable]

Hope she is in peace
Any idea what was her method

Sodium nitrite

 

[Lovemykids]

Feel heavy in my chest whenever a soul is gone from here

 

[Sun Stealer]

Friends, why and method this is not the place, hugs clef, please can we just mourn her on this thread, she had the most beautiful voice i ever heard and still have her voice messages from FB

 

[Miss clefable]

Friends, why and method this is not the place, hugs clef, please can we just mourn her on this thread, she had the most beautiful voice i ever heard and still have her voice messages from FB

Hugs I'm sorry

 

[Sun Stealer]

Miss clefable there is nothing to be sorry for my friend xx

 

[jaemus12]

Rest in Peace, Wantingpeace.

I remember me calling her "wanting" and she was like "please call me peace!" Haha.
I remember talking her about random stuff.
I remember everytime when I tell her how much I suck, deserve to die, what a piece of shit I am she would always tell me I am a sweet and good guy.
I remember when she sent hugs.
I remember how random we were on Offtopic games, and on Shoutbox.
Shoutbox was where she sent me a dm and we never stopped talking since.
I remember her asking me if she could dm me when she took SN.
She never did.
I remember when I said I am planning for a end of November exit and she said "that's so soon."

I feel like I truly lost a friend when I heard the news she left. But now, she is at least free from the frustration, torture, and this shithole of life.

Sorry it's a long post. But fuck. This hurts.
Rest in Peace, Joanna

 

[Sun Stealer]

Rest in Peace, Wantingpeace.

I remember me calling her "wanting" and she was like "please call me peace!" Haha.
I remember talking her about random stuff.
I remember everytime when I tell her how much I suck, deserve to die, what a piece of shit I am she would always tell me I am a sweet and good guy.
I remember when she sent hugs.
I remember how random we were on Offtopic games, and on Shoutbox.
Shoutbox was where she sent me a dm and we never stopped talking since.
I remember her asking me if she could dm me when she took SN.
She never did.
I remember when I said I am planning for a end of November exit and she said "that's so soon."

I feel like I truly lost a friend when I heard the news she left. But now, she is at least free from the frustration, torture, and this shithole of life.

Sorry it's a long post. But fuck. This hurts.
Rest in Peace, Joanna

Jaemus am sharing your pain so much right now, she was in so much pain but still gave so much, hugs

 

[Sun Stealer]

Am crying so much

 

[Miss clefable]

Am crying so much

Me too even in front of my partner :(

 

[Sun Stealer]

Huge hugs Clef

 

[Schopenhauer]

I'm happy for her. She found the peace she sought. I don't mourn the dead, I only mourn for the living who want to die. She's lucky to have escaped.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Oh fuck. This one is hitting me hard. I really hope she's in a better place.

 

[Dani Paradox]

Damn...well this is really sad.. It's one thing when people disappear, and you know in the back of your mind that they ctb, but you can't be positive. It's so different when the death is confirmed. RIP Joanna. You had a beautiful soul. You were suffering with so much pain for years and finally escaped. I wish I could have been of more help. And I wish I got to say goodbye. I spoke to you that day, and I didn't even know that it would be the last time. I am sad to see you go, but happy for you that you finally found the peace that you longed for, for so long. May the long time sun shine upon you, all love surround you, and the pure light within you guide your way on.

 

[Sun Stealer]

Angst, Dani, yes she is finally out of pain, am just missing her, selfish i know

 

[Miss clefable]

Angst, Dani, yes she is finally out of pain, am just missing her, selfish i know

Not selfish your just human

 

[worldexploder]

The user was a really nice person. I remember her talking about CTB soon. I'm glad she found the peace she wanted and I hope she went peacefully.

 

[Jaded]

I'm so sad that Joanna is gone. It's tragic what happened to her. She's at peace now ♡

 

[Aity4883]

I talked to her last week...

She seemed all over the place, but she managed to do it. She's the last person I though would inspire me.


Now I feel like if she could do it, I definetely can too.


Don't you guys make a thread like this when I'm gone...

 

[Sun Stealer]

She had the most beautiful voice i have ever heard

 

[Jaded]

She had the most beautiful voice i have ever heard

Like countryside/islandy or posh ?

 

[Lady black]

Hope she has got her eternal peace now. It´s so sad

 

[Sun Stealer]

Scottish Highland accent, still got her voice messages on FB

 

[mattwitt]

Thanks for posting Sun Stealer. I talked to Joanna a few times in pm. I'm stunned, saddened, and happy for her.

 

[Lady black]

Is it really sure, she has died? It´s often so hard to believe, especially cause she often wrote here, that she was afraid of doing it

 

[Jaded]

Is it really sure, she has died? It´s often so hard to believe, especially cause she often wrote here, that she was afraid of doing it

One evening she just went all in. I was shocked too at how sudden it came about.