Embalmer
Member
- Apr 29, 2023
- 63
Turned 19 today and since I'm planning on CTB by January I had wanted to spend one last birthday with my family. I always kept my birthdays small and would just spend the day with them since I was always too scared to invite the few friends I had to any sort of party. But my little brother ended up having a little league baseball game today as well, and they chose his game over my birthday. I got to spend maybe 2 hours with them at the mall but they rushed me to pick out my own presents at 2 stores and then spent 1 of the hours at the food court while they talked about his baseball game and ignored me. Then they didn't even tell me when it was time for me to drive over to watch his baseball game as they forgot, so by the time it was over I had spent most of my (hopefully) final birthday alone. Then when I was upset in my own room my mom got mad at me and accused me of thinking she's a horrible mother and quickly baked me a cake then left it in my room before slamming the door. And my bf bragging about how he had a better day than I did with his friends certainly didn't help either. If I had SN I would have just done it tonight, I'm still struggling to find a source and am pissed I didn't just buy off CCS when I had the chance a couple weeks ago.
