- May 11, 2020
i really want to be dead but i’m just not in the right mindset. i don’t think you should ctb until you are so desperate to die it is the only thing you can think of, and i have been at that point before i know i can get there again but i’m waiting fuck i’m just waiting here in the in between. i just want it to be over as soon as possible. i feel so unwanted even on ss my posts are probably just annoying you guys. i wish i weren’t here nothing could be worse than this stupid world.