Hi again, I want to thank you for your comments and support on my post earlier. I just want you to know that you can always talk to me. I'm feeling more alone than ever. You are a kind person and for the world to lose you it would be a devastation. Please reach out to me, I know that everyone here is in a lot of pain and the choice is ones' to make, but I am here to support you as you were for me. I will be. If ever you want that