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cleanchris
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- Jan 1, 2022
- 5
I seem to be chronically low status no matter where I am. When I am not totally ostracized, I typically find myself on the bottom rung of the social ladder. I believe this is due to being not very physically imposing (cant bench 135 for the life of me, baby face, quiet voice, ect) as well as being socially stunted and unable to make myself "personable" the way others can. This is all made worse by my huge ego: I am rarely happy being the second best in the room, much less dead last. could cope before with this before by getting really into "self improvement" but more and more I'm beginning to see that the things I hate most about myself seem to be more or less permeant.