Venting Want to cause maximum suffering to evil people with my suicide

[radicalfreedom]

So I am planning to ctb, firearm, got a gun and ready.

I am just deciding what the best eleay is to use my suicide to hurt people who've hurt me. Show up at a fundie church and blow my brains out in front of congregants? Try to frame a right wing agitator? Go to my Trumpy family's home and surprise them with brains all over their sheets?

My only barrier is I won't commit violence towards another person. Other than that, my only goal before I die is to maximize the emptional and practical suffering I cause to fascist scum.

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Traumatizing others you deem as "evil" isn't going to do shit. This honestly reminds me of those people who spend their time fantasizing about and ranting about killing sex offenders. I mean, cool, you caused them to suffer? So what? That isn't going to change shit. You essentially just accomplished nothing outside of feeding your own ego, a feeling that you don't even get to relish since you'll be dead. While I can respect people who die in protest of things, killing yourself in front of others just to traumatize them and then trying to justify it by calling them 'evil' kind of makes me cringe a bit. I hate fascism as well, but traumatizing a fascist by ctbing in front of them isn't going to make them any less fascist.

 

[loser4ever4life]

Agree with the previous poster, as much as I believe the Trump administration is inherently fascistic and disagree with them 100%, I do not believe this is a valid course of action. I believe we should all strive to lessen the suffering in this world, not contribute to it.

 

[whywere]

My heart ached reading your thread, as having to put up with others who should be kind enough to mind their own matters.

I never voted for orange face and never would. I am old enough to remember Nixon and the Watergate mess and Nixon getting out of Washington before getting impeached.

Orange face will be like so many other people that have been in some form of government around the world, someday he will be a afterthought and a footnote in history as being the worst U.S. president ever.

This is one of the reasons that I do not believe in organized religion, all about money and power, NOT about helping folks out. YES, I believe in GOD and the lad with horns and a pitchfork.

I hope with all my heart that you can take a step back and think about all the folks here who care about you, I REALLY do and others in your life and I KNOW just how hard it is bypassing jerks all day, but you are cared about here and excuse my language but "the hell with the rest".

I have had so many decades, and it still continues to this day, still work full time, of having to put up with greedy, self-centered people who also sometimes are so narrow minded, but I be darned if they are going to either rule or run my life or ruin it, never ever.

I care about you and want you around and orange face will be gone in under 4 years, like Nixon and so many others were, and life still goes on.

Lots of well wishes, HUGE hugs and the knowledge that you are ever so important, vastly more so than any orange faced fool who is "tremendous" YIKES! on that word!

Walter

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Orange face

 

[xXSufferingXx]

So I am planning to ctb, firearm, got a gun and ready.

I am just deciding what the best eleay is to use my suicide to hurt people who've hurt me. Show up at a fundie church and blow my brains out in front of congregants? Try to frame a right wing agitator? Go to my Trumpy family's home and surprise them with brains all over their sheets?

My only barrier is I won't commit violence towards another person. Other than that, my only goal before I die is to maximize the emptional and practical suffering I cause to fascist scum.

thats fucked up, real fucked up. and a petty thing to do. just end your own pain and don't hurt others

 

[Linda]

So I am planning to ctb, firearm, got a gun and ready.

I am just deciding what the best eleay is to use my suicide to hurt people who've hurt me. Show up at a fundie church and blow my brains out in front of congregants? Try to frame a right wing agitator? Go to my Trumpy family's home and surprise them with brains all over their sheets?

My only barrier is I won't commit violence towards another person. Other than that, my only goal before I die is to maximize the emptional and practical suffering I cause to fascist scum.

It's not your job to decide who is evil and who is good. That's above your pay grade (and mine). If you want to leave the world, that's up to you. But don't harm anyone else unnecessarily as you go. There is enough suffering in this world. You don't need to add to it.

 

[imOK]

In my darkest moments I considered blaming the government benefit place that always causes me trouble, in writing. At the end of the day though, these people are also just cogs in a machine that gets the orders from above, and those above certainly do not care if I off myself. Giving some poor civil servant paper pusher sleepless nights over my death at best or make him happy that another social parasite he tormented is gone at worst is not gonna solve anything for anyone. I advise you to make peace with everything instead. You would cause harm with this even if not directly.

 

[wiggy]

Blowing your brains out after the fact isn't carte blanche to do whatever you want, come on man.

 

[Hollowman]

If they're truly evil they won't be able to suffer. So why bother?