Venting Walking a straight narrow path

[Jormungandr on Coke]

It feels as if the world is closing in on me, I feel apathy, but I struggle to breath.
I want to cry, but it seems so pointless, so I can't.
There's nothing here for me, so why am I still present?
I lack the strength to keep going,
I am too weak to end my pain.
I've become destructive,
shattered my friendships and destroyed the love.
I'm sorry won't right my wrongs, I won't right my wrongs.
All I can do, is to leave.
All I should do, is to leave.
Hate and love, all I do is hate and love.
My mind is losing it, I feel the sanity leaving me,
I don't feel whole, perhaps I never did.
It feels like drowning.

This feels like a prison, so please take these shackles off of me and let me go home.

 

[Sad Avocado]

there's nothing worse to look at yourself in the mirror and not being able to drop a single tear

 

[Jormungandr on Coke]

there's nothing worse to look at yourself in the mirror and not being able to drop a single tear

I have only contempt for myself, mixed with disgust and hatred