Waking up after failed attempt with no side effects sucks

[nonliv]

Took alot of zolpidem, my doctor friend told me it would be dangerous to take more than 20g, but I took 10 or so pills so it's like 200mg and I didn't die choking on vomit. Woke up sort of sick, couldn't make myself throw up, just shat myself. I held my favorite characters plushie next to me so he would join me in death, but I just woke up like nothing mattered. Did this even count as an atempt?

 

[whywere]

NOT BEING MEAN, just want a person to think is all.

It might be an attempt in x years if a person damaged anything within the body that might manifest itself down the road. Overdosing CAN do damage that might crop up either a little OR a lot later and then the horror starts.

PLEASE be careful, PLEASE! Like I have mentioned on here so many times, I have like others, seen folks in a hospice or hospital with yellow skin and eyes from liver failure and on extreme pain meds in pure agony waiting for the end.

Any type of organ or even brain damage is NOT worth trying to ctb by overdosing ever.

You are TOO valuable of a person, and you are loved and cared about by me always.

Walter

 

[nonliv]

NOT BEING MEAN, just want a person to think is all.

It might be an attempt in x years if a person damaged anything within the body that might manifest itself down the road. Overdosing CAN do damage that might crop up either a little OR a lot later and then the horror starts.

PLEASE be careful, PLEASE! Like I have mentioned on here so many times, I have like others, seen folks in a hospice or hospital with yellow skin and eyes from liver failure and on extreme pain meds in pure agony waiting for the end.

Any type of organ or even brain damage is NOT worth trying to ctb by overdosing ever.

You are TOO valuable of a person, and you are loved and cared about by me always.

Walter

Thank you, I will keep this in mind. Maybe I was just high and these weren't my real thoughts talking