annoyed
New Member
- Oct 19, 2024
- 3
To preface, I am a 21 year old male still living with my mom and stepfather. I planned on going to school but it's been rough for me to even get instituted into classes and it's only stressing me out more. I barely work and my only bill is my phone bill.
Is this plan viable in terms of getting nobody to figure out my whereabouts or my well being if I do end up killing myself in a secluded area? I won't be able to keep in touch with family because my phone will most likely be turned off since I am under a family plan. I just want to be able to walk out of the house with no plans on returning and just walk around until I find a place to end my life. I'm just sitting around subconsiously fucking everything in my life up until my mom gets sick of me and wants me out of her house.
What do I even plan on doing once I leave the house for good with nowhere else to go? Do I somehow get access to a roof and jump? Do I suffocate myself in a body of water? I have no plans and genuinely need advice. I barely have money for a painless solution to end my life and I honestly don't think I'd be able to purchase any items I need without my parents questioning it. I don't know everything makes no sense I just want to be gone for good.
Maybe I can kick myself out the house and run away? I'm not a teenager anymore, so whatever option I want to do they can't necessarily complain, right?
Is this plan viable in terms of getting nobody to figure out my whereabouts or my well being if I do end up killing myself in a secluded area? I won't be able to keep in touch with family because my phone will most likely be turned off since I am under a family plan. I just want to be able to walk out of the house with no plans on returning and just walk around until I find a place to end my life. I'm just sitting around subconsiously fucking everything in my life up until my mom gets sick of me and wants me out of her house.
What do I even plan on doing once I leave the house for good with nowhere else to go? Do I somehow get access to a roof and jump? Do I suffocate myself in a body of water? I have no plans and genuinely need advice. I barely have money for a painless solution to end my life and I honestly don't think I'd be able to purchase any items I need without my parents questioning it. I don't know everything makes no sense I just want to be gone for good.
Maybe I can kick myself out the house and run away? I'm not a teenager anymore, so whatever option I want to do they can't necessarily complain, right?
