VSED Day 3

[vsedreeper]

It's more like day 5 of not eating, but day 3 of not drinking. A major life event happened that I do not want to live without. There is still a very small chance that this situation can be resolved, but if it can't I will just continue to stop drinking and eating. I have heard until you get to the final days the recovery process is one of the easier ones. And this situation will be one of the more easy situations to explain away as not a suicide attempt. My worst fear is to end up in a mental hospital against my will. I know in the end this will put me through excruciating pain, but I need something that will give me an out if things end up being fixed, and a way of guaranteed death if things don't get fixed. On top of that, I've been so depressed that not being able to eat or drink has so far been easy for me.

 

[neveragreedtothis]

I used to read a lot on VSED

Usually takes 10-14 days for a normal person to die w/o food and water

Any sips of water is said to delay the process. it's extremely tough, and can't be done at all if one lives with others

However in the last days like you said, it has a soothing effect and you lapse into inconsciousness

 

[FuneralCry]

To me this method sounds like it would be unbearable and very difficult to succeed with but anyway I wish you the best with your plans, ending up in the prison that is the mental hospital also sounds so horrible to me, I hate how we exist in a world where suicidal people end up being punished simply for wanting to die.

 

[deomlez]

Never heard about it before but very interesting. Could you give us more info about what you are feeling during the process ?

 

[soontobedone]

VSED without morphine and Benzos is very difficult. I went two weeks without food 4 of the days without liquids. Just one ice cube ...and I started drinking water.