visine

[Unworthyhuman]

I just wanted to share my experience with visine. I recently drank 10 bottles at once and puked within 30 minutes. I could feel sensations in my head and throughout my body, my heart raced at times and others it was slow. I had low energy but felt hyper tension at times. I also had some heart palpations and blood pressure fluctuation as I got dizzy when standing. I would say a little vertigo too. It's been a week since I did this and I never received medical attention. I'm thinking I screwed up because I took it all at once. I read another thread where a guy was taking a bottle a day but no idea what his outcome was. I'm thinking if I don't take them all at once, I would avoid the puking. I didn't combine it with alcohol or any other substance. I used to have access to a gun and I couldn't pull the trigger, I often think about with my current state of mind, if I could, but that's not an option anymore. I could hang myself using the basement beam, but somehow I can't bring myself to action. I don't have a problem chugging some visine....of course I would fail! It seems unfair that people have been murdered, but I don't see much information on people actually using it as a method! What I experienced wasn't painful, it was just more of the anxiety of ok, what's next? I'm working on building my supply up again and spacing out the ingestion, like 2 bottles every 2 hours that way it can be absorbed, still thinking about partial hanging too. anywhooooo....that is all