Hi!
I go by violet here!
I'm going to be making a thread where I can speak freely for once in a diary type format to anyone who wants to listen and has some understanding of what I'm feeling maybe.
I have lived 19 years of a sheltered and sick (physically and mentally) life. I want to recover but only to experience life to the fullest with no intent on sticking around to grow old. I will take any suggestions on how to experience things that make you feel alive by any means possible. My plan is to take till the end of this year to heal from my physical health, if this fails then I will end things sooner. If not I will spend time truly experiencing life until I feel ready. The reason I won't be spending too much time on this world regardless is due to having no way of forming real and deep connections, that I know of, as I am on a different wavelength than all that I have come across. It's hard to explain but I'll try to eventually attempt that in one of my later posts.
I'm not sure where I'm going with this probably a diary type thing…
Sending love to all
Violet
I go by violet here!
I'm going to be making a thread where I can speak freely for once in a diary type format to anyone who wants to listen and has some understanding of what I'm feeling maybe.
I have lived 19 years of a sheltered and sick (physically and mentally) life. I want to recover but only to experience life to the fullest with no intent on sticking around to grow old. I will take any suggestions on how to experience things that make you feel alive by any means possible. My plan is to take till the end of this year to heal from my physical health, if this fails then I will end things sooner. If not I will spend time truly experiencing life until I feel ready. The reason I won't be spending too much time on this world regardless is due to having no way of forming real and deep connections, that I know of, as I am on a different wavelength than all that I have come across. It's hard to explain but I'll try to eventually attempt that in one of my later posts.
I'm not sure where I'm going with this probably a diary type thing…
Sending love to all
Violet
