Discussion Venting

[tonygw]

Hello guys, I am in recovery by months but my psychoanalyst does not believe me in anything. He doesn't believe I was abused, He states my criing is fake and he keeps say I am a normal person who just pretend to be someone else and just want to be a victim.I deeply thought about his words but I know the feeling of unworthiness, sadness, loneliness and the will to end my life. I am planning to ctb again and training on partial hanging. I feel so helpless...

 

[Sensei]

Your psychoanalyst sounds incompetent. Is it possible for you to find another one?

 

[tonygw]

No i cant.

 

[Sensei]

Do I understand it correctly that you've already made an attempt? If so, maybe you should tell him if you haven't already and really emphasize it? Obviously, people only try to kill themselves when they suffer deeply so maybe that will make him understand the graveness of the situation better. In any case, don't kill yourself just because you have a bad psychoanalyst. He's not worth it.

 

[whywere]

HI!! 1st off you are NOT worthless, NEVER EVER! Just by reading your post one an tell how loving and kind you are. I have had the same problem as far as a jerk of a mental health person, and I told him to take a fly leap and have not found anyone else yet. But at least for me, I am better off without then with. I truly feel your pain and I want you to know that you are loved and cared about here on Sanctioned Suicide as you are a global family member. All my caring and empathy goes out to you. Send me a message if you want to and I will respond. Walter

 

[tonygw]

Do I understand it correctly that you've already made an attempt? If so, maybe you should tell him if you haven't already and really emphasize it? Obviously, people only try to kill themselves when they suffer deeply so maybe that will make him understand the graveness of the situation better. In any case, don't kill yourself just because you have a bad psychoanalyst. He's not worth it.

thank you, Walter

 

[signifying nothing]

It sounds like he might need help himself if he's treating you like that.