I haven't been in a good place mentally for a while. It's been over two years since I've had contact with my parents, my wife divorced me because I can't carry a child (I've had 3 miscarriages in 2 years). I honestly feel like there's nothing left me. I've attempted before with no success. I've tried ODing and suffocation with a bag. I don't want to live anymore. Life is so painful and I can't handle it.
I've talked to my therapist about if these thoughts/feelings/urges will ever go away and she said "sometimes they do and sometimes they don't". I CAN NOT live with these thoughts 24/7.
I've talked to my therapist about if these thoughts/feelings/urges will ever go away and she said "sometimes they do and sometimes they don't". I CAN NOT live with these thoughts 24/7.
