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crimson blue

My demons haunt me
Sep 29, 2022
90
Life sucks, I'm the problem, I'd like to make the world better but I can't even help myself. I appreciate having a job but I hate it with all my heart. Currently I have a hard time spending time with other people, I just can't take it anymore. I hate being compared and I hate not being able to talk to someone else without feeling like crying all the time, I'm already a weirdo (because of my social anxiety). How much I hate myself.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Social anxiety is a massive curse and I wish it upon no one, I understand, I can't communicate with people because every time I try I feel sick to my stomach and I don't feel human, shit sucks
 
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Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
listen man, i hate my life too. i have insomnia, constantly on sedatives, all the jazz.

i dont know what you are going through. i dont know if you have sought help, whether or not you are capable of self-love.

but irregardless of what is happening in your life, what we all have in common, is that we are all human and deserving of love.

virtual hug to you friend :-)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,003
It must be awful and tiring feeling trapped in that situation but anyway I wish you the best. Existing here truly is so dreadful.
 
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