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- Aug 7, 2023
- 15
i dont have money for a psy and my familly refuse to talk about this they are scared of suicide so here i am to vent a bit , i had a decent childhood until 10 year old , my step father got a knife and threaten me and my mother lied to the police saying that it was not true to keep him out of jail and i got sent to a foster home been depressed since i was 10 years old i thought this life is useless because we all die anyways and everything we do is useless.
now im 29 year old and im stuck at the hospital but as soon as i can find a wqy to ctb ill try again, i tried pills but i just slept for a while and woke up in the hospital, i tried partial hanging but its too hard , i cant find a way to do it, maybe theow myself in front of a truck but that scares me and the poor driver do not deserve that.
theres medical " help to die" in canada and i believe it should be free of access to anyone..... this life is unfair , i did not chose to be here my parents just had sex one night and here i am.... stuck in this sad world
now im 29 year old and im stuck at the hospital but as soon as i can find a wqy to ctb ill try again, i tried pills but i just slept for a while and woke up in the hospital, i tried partial hanging but its too hard , i cant find a way to do it, maybe theow myself in front of a truck but that scares me and the poor driver do not deserve that.
theres medical " help to die" in canada and i believe it should be free of access to anyone..... this life is unfair , i did not chose to be here my parents just had sex one night and here i am.... stuck in this sad world