Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
This is to no one in particular. Just a reflection of somethign I have seen throughout my life
So when I tell people my story people often say "omg you are so strong to have survived so much"
That pisses me the fuck off
Mainly because people just assume that me being alive is something "great"
I hate it when my friends say it
I hate it when my therapist says it
It is so god damned invlaidating because I want ot die everyday because of my traumas
So no I am not strong
I want to die and if I had a shotgun I would do it right now
So when I tell people my story people often say "omg you are so strong to have survived so much"
That pisses me the fuck off
Mainly because people just assume that me being alive is something "great"
I hate it when my friends say it
I hate it when my therapist says it
It is so god damned invlaidating because I want ot die everyday because of my traumas
So no I am not strong
I want to die and if I had a shotgun I would do it right now