Vent: Ex told my friend about my suicidal ideation

[Sucka4life]

I'm so pissed off with my ex. He knows I'm suicidal and he went and tell my closest friend. I'm good at masking and pretending everything is okay so she had no idea what was going on. I just think it's not her fucking business. I'm the pillar in people's life and it's never the other way around. She started constantly calling my phone, wanting to check up on me. I don't like it. I just want our relationship to be normal again.